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6:30 pm

I was waiting. For what you think? For my guests to arrive, it's my first house party and I am super excited right now there is only me and my friend sarah she came early to help setting things up.
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We are currently waiting outside for the guests to come.
„ella" a friend of mine screamed as she was just coming right now,
„hey Alexa what's up" I ask hugging her tightly it's not like we saw us on Friday.
Two boys arrive one from my current class in high school daniel and the other one from my elementary school class max, the point nobody likes max he is like really loud and really weird.
Next boys to arrive are john and Payton both are from my middle school, I really never talked to them but they are nice they even brought beer
With them. Sarah and I are putting the beer in the fridge as we keep talking to them.

Soon my friend Lia came with tom they gave me hugo. I was drinking with lia a glass then he came.

joe, you don't know he is so fine and nice he is perfect, as you can guess I have a little crush on joe but have you seen him he is just perfect.

He gave me vodka and some beer.
We talked a little soon everybody was annoyed by max so my mom kicked him out and everything was great he was sad I guess but who cares he is annoying anyways. 10 minutes later he just came back I yelled at him „what are you fucking doing here" he was like offended „can't I be here?" He ask, my patience got really low and I kicked him out again like bruh seriously. I mean he invited himself in so the fuck just go, soon my best friend lora came with her boyfriend justin and sophie. Guess what she bought snacks and vodka way. I had a small talk with lia and alexa because of lia's ex boyfriend ben. Like she said worst experience ever. Have you seen him he is like ugly as fuck. So soon we had your first shots it was disgusting but I didn't care why should I?

1 hour later joe standing behind the bar making drinks he made me vodka and Fanta I was already a bit tipsy then he just took my phone and made another playlist on I was like excuse me sir.

I sat down to alexa and lia because why not? I started cuddling with lia, I love affection okay?

Soon I had to get out to get fresh air because this girl ella here was drunk as hell. I was like swinging around because of the alcohol and I just hugged sarah because I was wasted as fuck they wanted to get something from mcDonald's
I was fucked and asked „why not just order pizza?" Because why bothering going to mcDonald's when just getting pizza guess what they still went but yeah I didn't care.

Just talking and everything with people taking some pictures and so soon I got more and more wasted.

I said to joe he is beautiful what turns out to be the worst thing I could say.

And cuddling to people is like also the worst thing I could have done.

You know sometimes I just wanna sink in to the floor of shame but what friends can say and do behind their backs is worse than getting killed