Hero name: Soukoku

ANNOUNCEMENT

Hey guys, this will be deleted once I post the new chapter which I AM working on so don't worry....

First I wanted to say that option three, aka Dazai and Chuuya are both in the Port Mafia but everyone else is still in the Armed Detective Agency, won by a landslide!!

So congratulations 🥳🎉

         Onto where I've been since I last updated July fifteenth. That was almost three months ago, wow. So I lived in another state and because my uncle kicked us out I had to move to a different state to live with my bonusmom and sister. It sucks since I wanted to finish school with my friends but whatevs, but I had got into a sort of depression. Not entirely the depression where I just don't want to live but the depression where I just didn't want to do anything without my friends.

      I'm very friend orientated and they mean a lot to me so it was a struggle moving to a new school and not knowing anyone, it doesn't matter that I am a social butterfly because it felt pointless to make friends with people who were only going to remind me of my old ones. Thankfully my mom and Bonusmom fully understood and gave me time to just be alone and understand what I truly need, but just as I was getting better, my pet hamster, Buffy, died.

          She lived longer than hamsters are supposed too, since hamsters should only live 2-3 years and mine lived 4. I like to think it's because she felt loved and knew that I needed her. So when I finally settled, she passed away. She's always been my rock, so I had struggled a bit. She meant the world to me, we got her right before COVID hit and she was my rock. As I mentioned before I'm heavily friend orientated, and not being able to actually physically see my friends broke me, but my dear Buffy was there for me.

          She made me feel whole, she comforted me in ways I didn't think was possible. The loneliness I felt was gone when I was with her. When my bonusmom and dad divorced, Buffy was there. When my friend and I stopped talking, Buffy was there. When I had to make hard decisions, Buffy was there. Even when moving, Buffy was there. It's hard to say goodbye to someone who had made such a monumental impact on me. My sweet Buffy meant the world to me and I didn't want to let go. But she was old and tired and I know it was for the best, and I love her, so I want what's best. Anyways enough about my baby, I almost just cried writing this.

      It took some time but I got back to feeling semi normal, as normal as I could be with the loss of my baby. The only thing that comforted me was writing, so I put my efforts into this book I'm writing, I was going to put it into this fanfic, but a part of me just didn't want to work on something I used to work on when Buffy was with me. So this book I'm writing has taken up some time, as well as classes for school since I need to be ontop of my grades, that and my neurology appointments since we moved and I need another doctor to tell me they can't fix me. ANYWAYS so life was going okay-ish, I got to go up and be with my friends for the weekend, had a LOT of fun, then yk...I got hit by hurricane Milton 💀💀💀

SO I GOT PLENTY OF TIME TO WORK ON THIS NOW THAT MY SCHOOL ISNT GOING TO BE OPENING FOR A COUPLE MORE DAYS 🥰😝🥳