That night, Amira sat on her bed, staring at her phone. Her fingers hovered over the screen as she contemplated texting Arjun. She had been distant all day, and she knew he had noticed. She could either continue pretending everything was fine, or she could take a risk and tell him the truth.
Before she could second-guess herself, she typed a message: 'Can we talk? There's something I need to tell you.'
Her heart raced as she hit send. Almost immediately, her phone buzzed with his reply: 'Of course. Want to meet up?'
They agreed to meet at the campus gardens, a quiet place where they often went to unwind after a long day of classes. As she made her way there, the cool evening air did little to calm her nerves. She was about to open up a part of herself she had kept locked away for so long.
Arjun was already there when she arrived, sitting on a bench beneath the large jacaranda trees. The purple flowers above swayed gently in the breeze, their scent calming the space around them.
"Hey," he greeted, standing as she approached.
"Hey," she replied, her voice shaky.
They sat in silence for a moment, the weight of what she was about to say hanging between them. She stared down at her hands, unable to meet his gaze.
"There's something you need to know about me," she began, her voice barely above a whisper. "I haven't been...completely honest with you."
Arjun frowned, but he didn't say anything, waiting for her to continue.
"I...I didn't have a great childhood. My dad, he wasn't a good man. He hurt me, a lot. Physically. Emotionally. And even though he's gone now, it still affects me. Every day, I feel like I'm carrying this weight, and I don't know how to let it go. I'm scared, Arjun. I'm scared that I'll never be able to trust anyone and that I'll never be able to have a normal relationship because of what he did to me."
Tears welled up in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall. She had cried enough over her past. She didn't want to cry anymore.
Arjun was silent for a long moment, and she wondered if she had made a mistake by telling him. Maybe this would be too much for him. Maybe he would walk away, just like she feared.
But instead, he reached out and gently took her hand in his. The warmth of his touch surprised her.
"Amira," he said softly, "I'm so sorry you went through that. No one should ever have to experience what you did. But I want you to know that I'm here for you. I don't care about your past. I care about you. And if you ever feel like you can't handle something, I want to help you through it. You don't have to do this alone."
His words hit her like a wave, crashing over the walls she had built around herself. She had spent so long keeping people at arm's length, but here was Arjun, standing by her side, offering her something she had always been too afraid to believe in: unconditional support.
For the first time in a long time, she allowed herself to hope. Maybe, just maybe, she could have a future that wasn't defined by her past.
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One Chance
Romancea modern South African Indian story about love and its triumphs and a girl getting over generational trauma