Knowing that in 7 hours I could die is really strange to be honest, it doesn't seem real.
I have more than enough courage to do this, the only thing that stops me, so far, is knowing that even if I die, I will still be a burden to my mother.
My mother is all I have, she and my younger sister, the most valuable things I have in this world, and I wouldn't give them up for anything.
But, lately, I haven't been feeling well, nor happy, it's been almost a year since this started, and every day the situation gets worse, and for me, enough is enough.
