TAEKOOK oneshots

Emotions - I

I look at him beneath me, on the bed, crying. I tilt my head to the right. Why is he crying does it hurt that much? But his insides are twitching. I feel good, doesn't he? Why? I bend down, he groans, and I push his hair away from his face.

"Hyung, You're fucking aphrodisiac," I growled in his ears.

He didn't reply. For the first time, I felt frustrated that I couldn't feel emotions. He has his eyes tightly closed, lips pursed and brows furrowed. Why? Why is he like this?

"What is wrong with you!? Ain't I doing good?" I thrust deeper, so deep he had to part his lips and make a sound that's only how I could calm myself.

"Yes, make a sound, don't act as if you're dead." I slowly took out to go deeper. "Hyung," I whispered in his ear and licked behind his ear, he's sensitive there. He moaned.

He opens his eyes, eyes filled with tears, beautiful. I back off, to take a good look at him. I look down at how our body connected then at those eyes. Are you enjoying it or not? I push in to see his reaction. A tear rolled down his eyes as if a pearl coming down from the crescent moon.

"Hyung," I throw my head back. "Fuck."

I increased my pace as I was reaching the climax. I looked down at him, he slowly closed his eyes, and his breathing slowed and his body relaxed not opposing me now. Did you fall asleep? This early? How long has it been? 3 or 4 days?

"Hyung, Wake up." I cradle him in my arms, to get a deeper entrance. "Looks like I will have to do it like this." He didn't wake up, he's out like a light.

I spent the night in him but didn't feel like it was enough so I slept in him. What emotion am I feeling? What is he feeling? I know nothing about it. But still, I closed my eyes, him in my arms was the only way, I can live. I fell asleep, breathing in his musky smell, I fell asleep.

In the dawn, I felt him trying to get me out of him. "Babe" I whispered in my hoarse voice. His movements stopped. I turned him towards me and wrapped him in my arms, I love to cage him, not metamorphically, but literally.

"Jungkook," He said. I craved this, I want him to forever call me, call me by my name. "Let me go, I have to go."

"Where, Cinderella?" I stare into his brown eyes and kiss his forehead. What am I feeling? What do they call this? I want him to stay. This is infuriating.

"We agreed that if I had sex with you for the last time, we could go our different ways." His brown eyes, as if rum has been poured in them for the color, are pleading. What is this emotion? Pleading, when do you do it what is the emotion?

"But Hyung, I'm not done yet," I smirked.

I flipped him over and straddled him from behind. My hand traveled to his nape, pressing him down. I bend over to his ear. "Hyung, you like this right?"

I asked it, I wanted to ask this for a long time. Will I get to know his emotions? Will he tell me? I touch his butt, spreading them.

"Please stop now, I've had enough. It has been days." He tried to push me away. He ain't weak but obviously, what can he do if I'm the one overpowering me?

"Hyung?"  I stopped, barely sane. I want him to feel me inside him. I want him to crave me. I want him to beg me for this. I want him to cry and see only me through those tears. Is this love?

"Stop it. Why can't you see I'm hurt and tired? and in pain? Why? I'm only human, Jungkook! Stop all this! I don't want this! I don't want you!" He shouted beneath me. His eyes on fire.

I clenched my jaw and closed my eyes. I tighten my grip on his nape. "Don't want me? So you also don't want me? You were the last person I wanted to hear this from. Hyung."

"Leave, Hyung. There's the door, leave right now. Pray we never cross paths again. I will fuck your whole life, you'd wish you were dead." I growled. I got off him and sat beside him. He looked at me, who knows what he's thinking. "Get out."

He stood up, my liquid flowing down his thighs. "Wait, Hyung," He looked back at me. "You still have something that is mine." I dragged him to the bathroom and pushed him to the wall, he looked over his shoulders.

"This, is taking away something that is mine." I squeeze his butt, he groans. I push my fingers in him, they slip in easily. "Return it to me before leaving." I lick my lips. Then bite his neck to leave my mark on him, if only there was a way to let the whole world know he's mine.

"Jungkook this-" He wants to say something but I don't want him to say it. I press my hand to his mouth.

"Shut up, don't run your mouth so much." If only this was someone else I would've cut their throat off so I wouldn't have to hear them running their mouth.

"umph" he lets out a muffled voice. I smash his face into the wall, and he groans, while my hand cleans his inside. Tears fall down his eyes travelling to my hand that is covering his mouth.

After I'm done I let him go, he slumps down and I open the shower head. "Clean up and then leave." I grabbed a robe and returned to the bedroom.

When he didn't come out for a long time, I went to the bathroom, while smoking a cigar. Before I could open the door he opened the door. He looked at me. I puffed the smoke in his face and he coughed.

"Remember my words, Hyung. After you step out of this penthouse. RUN. Because the moment I see you again I will hunt you down, tear you to pieces, and when you won't be able to move I will keep you in my showcase as a prized possession." I scoffed.

He glared at me and left. I followed him downstairs, he didn't turn back and left me alone in the penthouse. I throw away the cigar and run my hand through my hair. Come back, don't leave me here, I want you, I need you. How can you leave me? You're just like everyone? Please, return.

I went to the kitchen, I took out rum and a glass. I throw the bottle of rum on the wall. The glass I was holding, breaks from the force of my anger, coloring my hand red. "Fuck! Come back!" I howled but there was no one to listen, my voice came back to my ears.

I push all the bottles off the counter. "Come back, I don't understand this, please come back and teach me what these feelings are. Tell me, is this love? You, Hyung, only you can make me feel, different feelings that I don't even understand. Come back! Hyung!" I shouted.