Liza
I'm alone at home at the moment, in my room it's Saturday, I'm very tired. I guess that's because I'm not eating enough, but I'm still fat so that can't be!
I look in the mirror. It's still not what I want to be! I look at the models on the poster from Victoria Secret, but I don't look like them. Then I hear the front door opening, it's my mom I can hear it of the footsteps that follow. She is coming upstairs, quickly make your homework!
"Liza?" She opened the door. "Yes?" She come into the room. "Did you ate something?" I nodded but somehow she sees I'm lying, typical moms right? "You did not Liza. Goddamn it! I felt a lump in my throat. Shit I did not eat, I feel sorry for her, but I just can't eat! "You're gonna eat right now!" I looked down. "Sorry Liza really sorry. I- I'm just worried about you honey.." She sits down next to me. "I'm sorry too, I wanna eat so badly but I can't." "Maybe you need help, I know you hate help, but sometimes we need it."
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Two days later, Monday morning. I'm making my breakfast; a cracker with cheese. I feel my mom's eyes focused on me. I looked up at her. "Liza please." Dad come into the room. "Again?" My mother nodded. "Liza YOURE GONNA EAT NOW!" I looked at him. I rushed upstairs and went to my room, then I hear my parents yell. "Shit." Whisper to myself. I hear them yelling about me.
Jim came into my room with three crackers. "Here." He said. "No thank you." "Liza don't do that! Just eat it!" "You don't understand it do you?!" "No I don't! But one thing I do understand that you have to eat!" "No!" He sighed. "Grandma also wants you to eat Liza, Liza please eat atleast one, please also for mom and dad's sake." I sighed and grabbed the plate of him and started eating. Blegh, I'm already full after one. "It's a start atleast." "I have to go to school bye Jim." I stand up and wanted to leave my room. "Please Liza, here-" he hands me some money. "-buy something at the cafeteria okay? It can be candies a sandwich, please buy atleast something. And not for your friends but for yourselves alright?" I nodded. "Promise?" "Promise." He smiles softly.
I walk to school see no one understands me! I think no one ever will understand. Maybe it's gonna be my fault that my parents are gonna divorce.
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