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My life, my life... where to start? Sometimes it feels like the worst. My name is Alexis, but I go by Lex or Lexii. I'm 17, and this is my last year of high school. I'm so ready to move out and start my life over. As I wrote in my diary, I just can't stand it here. My therapist told me to write everything down, so here it goes.

LEXII JOURNAL

My life was tough growing up. It was just my mother, my twin siblings Keon and Kayla (16), and me. Our mother had us when she was young, and our dad left us. She brought different men home every night to get money for food and to keep our house. It got so bad that she even let them touch me and my younger siblings because they would pay her double. We never went to the doctor for check-ups because my mother was scared we might tell the doctors what was really going on.

eventually my mother was tired of sleeping with any in everybody she settled down with a big time drug dealer name Kendrick everybody know him as big Rick he has the whole city scared of him everybody know if they cross him they meeting a early grave !

Rick was the best he never touch me or my siblings he was that father figure we wished we been had he treated our mother so good it was like everything was normal at home but at school it wasn't so good

I was known as the hoe , the ugly girl, everything else you can name but I couldn't help that's what I was introduced to at a young age so that's what I was used to doing me in my siblings tried coping with the bullying different ways I just sat in let them say what they wanted to say cause they don't know what all I really done went through

my brother Keon join a gang because he felt like he couldn't protect us enough being on his own in Kayla tried to fit in with the popular kids so she doesn't have to worry about getting bully so basically at school we strangers everything felt like it was exploding inside of me in I really needed someone to talk to so I started seeing the school counselor for a whole month straight

she seemed very cool in gave me good advice I told her everything that happen to me in my siblings from the Sexual assault, abused from my mother , sleeping on floors , not going to the doctor i mean everything I pour my heart out to her like I was talking to a bestfriend i knew my mother told me not to tell anyone but I had to it was just so much build up on me

stopping my thoughts in my writing my mother bust threw my room door ALEXISSSSS MURROOM WHAT DID YOU GO TELL THEM PEOPLE AT YOUR SCHOOL YOU GOT THE POLICE IN DSS AT MY DOOR WHAT DID YOU SAY I close my journal so fast in hopped out out my bed I didn't expect Ms.Kenzie to get the police involved because I was talking to her for a whole month in she never said anything about her telling anyone .....

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