We fell in love in December

It all unravels...

guys literally what the fuck how does this have so many read right now, this was just some silly book i made YEARS ago and now it's kinda blowing up?? i came on here to check something just because i had a gut feeling to come back to SO MANY reads?! AND FOLLOWERS LIKEEEE... but yeah thank you all so much!! i can't believe it ever got this far? i'm guessing it's because aubrey plaza has reached a more broad audience with her being in the agatha all along show but regardless i'm so great full for all the new reads!! um but yeah i guess i'll update this some more and start writing again! thank you to everyone who's been here for so long, and thank you to all the new people! i love reading everyone's comments so please comment if you'd like! anyways i'm done stalling onto what you all came for!!! oh btw for anyone new i absolutely SUCK at spelling so please take it all with a grain of salt! <3

Finally after a long, and uncomfortable conversation with Jane, Riley texted me that she had arrived to pick me up, I waited longingly for her car on the front porch. It wasn't long before she was there, so fast that I barely had time to check my phone. She greeted me with an enthusiastic "Hey!! Sorry I took so long, the traffic was crazy.." 

I immediately took notice to her appearance, her hair, her lack of makeup, her outfit; all of it just gave off a certain vibe, one of effortless beauty. She was always beautiful, even when she didn't believe me, I would always remind her; and that fact stood true to this day. "Oh yeah, it's no problem, God you look so.. pretty!!" I knew it was a stupid thing to say, all of it was so childish, it's not everyday that your sisters ex girlfriend walks back into your like... and hell who was i to deny an opportunity that just so happened to present itself... years later, but still prevalent nonetheless.

"Oh- you really think so? Thank you... um well you're obviously beautiful, but you didn't need me to tell you that!" Her voice sounded almost... flustered at first, oh my god she was blushing! The uncrackable riley was here, in my driveway, blushing over a small compliment, I know it's silly to think but in that moment all I though was "maybe she likes me just as much as I like her" but I would soon find out that she liked me even more than that... she loved me for gods sake.

After the small incident she ushered me to her car, it was warm compared to the freezing cold outside. Riley started to talk... but for some reason it was like my ears turned off, they refused to work. The thoughts in my brain were louder than the words coming out of her mouth, much louder...

"Sorry uh... what'd you say?" I said, even laughing a little bit at how much she could effect me, whiteout even trying... "It's okay don't apologize, um I asked where you wanted to go? You know for the whole white elephant gift that you have yet to get..." god I had almost forgotten about the whole reason we were here, that stupid gift... this wasn't a date and I needed to remind myself of that... no matter how much visions of what had happened the night before, in this exact car, kept flashing in my mind.

After a short, but still torturous conversation, we decided on where we would go. Or should I say Riley decided and I just smiled and nodded, she could've suggested we go to a thrift store and I would have agreed with whatever words came out of her pretty mouth. Hm thrifting... sounds like a good date idea, god I couldn't stand the thought of not being with her for much longer.

Once we arrived at the mall Riley led the way, she guided me to some generic store, one to find a perfect generic gift... while we walked side by side I couldn't help but think about what it would be like to hold her hand, in public, like a subtle display. I tried to play it off in my mind... but without thinking or even controlling what I was doing, my hand moved to hers. And she didn't say anything, she just looked down at it, and grabbed it. Without hesitation my fantasies had become a reality, was today the day to tell her, not now of course... but the thought of doing mundane things like this made me want to.