Fighting for myself

A Mail

Taehyungs Pov:

I reached my phone to see the messages. I got three mails from an unknown number. I don't usually give my personal mail id to anyone, then who is this. Grumbling ,I opened my mail inbox and opened the first one, it shook me to death. It says that

 "Baby bear, Hyung missed you a lot. I want you to be back to me."

Baby bear, baby bear, baby bear.......the words I hate a lot, i despise a lot, i fucking hate to the core....aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh....why are you finding me now?...... let me live my life this way. I don't want anyone in my life again screams taehyung early in the morning and fell down on the carpet. He cried for few hours laying in the same position.

Around 7.30am i woke up from the sleep, my head is paining, i remembered the mails, again my tears started flowing, i could not able to breath. I searched for my tablets , finally took 2 tablets and drank some water. Slowly, my breath got stable, i sat on the couch again my thoughts got back to 14 years. I just jerked of my past and got ready to my work. This is the only thing that keeps me sane. My past is not something i would like to even have a glimpse at. It is a complete nightmare.

I reached my company, got in to the laboratory where my books, computer and other important papers laid on. I have two assistants in my lab. One female beta and female alpha, who are very talented, responsible. We at the end of our current research, only the thesis need to be submitted. it will be done tomorrow. 

I was invited as a guest Professor by the Seoul National University. I am really happy that my schedule will be busy for next few days. I wish i will have so much work, so that i will be too busy to even think. 

After few minutes, I got a call from Jimin , after a long time, i received it

"Hello honey, how are you? its been long time. i missed you a lot." said jimin without a pause

" hello Chim. Just take a breath man." i said 

"Ok honey now answer my questions." said jimin

"i am fine, yes its been a week.i missed you a lot too chim. How are you doing?" i replied

" I am really doing good, you know what? i am coming back to Korea in next month. I am excited to meet you honey. I missed you a lot." chim said

" OH YEAH, i am happy chim. I missed you a lot too. I will be waiting for you. " i said smilimg a little.

" And i will make you meet my boyfriend this time face to face, you can't miss that this time. Be prepared honey.Bye, call you later." chim said and cut the call immediately.

"Uff this boy and his obsession to make me meet his boyfriend" i said shaking my head.

My assistants got back to lab and we three started working together. Time went by, its 4pm and work is completed. My assistants are checking for the last time before being documented. I got a call from CEO so, i asked them to continue and i went to meet the CEO in his office.

"Excuse me sir, May i come in" i asked before entering

" Please come in tae, you no need to ask permission everytime" he said

But manners are important , my mind voice said

" sir, you called me for?" i asked him directly

"Nothing just to know about our current project? is it done?" he asked

" Its almost done sir, we are checking for the last time to avoid any mistakes.Going to submit tomorrow." i answered

" Good Job guys. Your team is best. I have faith in you tae.Have you accepeted the offer to be a guest professor in SNU? " he said

"Thank you sir for believing in us, we always gives our best. Yes , i did accepted the offer. It is gonna be day after tomorrow." i answered

" Are you planning any vacation after this project, for two years, you invested your entire time on this project. Take a break and live your life tae. Thats all i wanna say and ask" he said

" At present, i don't have any plans but i want to give myself sometime. I will think about it sir. Then i will get back to work." i said and 

I went back to my lab by then my assistants completed the final check and sent for documentation. We will be having a meeting after 4 days which is crucial and i know it will be a success.

I went back home and the routine continues except, i did not touch my phone for the entire night and switched it off. No one cares though.

I love my work because i will either be in lab or in the field ,in greenery which calms me the most. Slowly i slept while watching tv.