In His Shadows

In His Shadows Charpter 1 How it All Began

In the world of Nam their was a boy na Nirtuoso.
Nirtuoso was dieing of depression but he never talk that his problem he knew of that but the reason why he never talk he was judged in a bad way so remain quiet and all he wanted to do is to make his mother proud because she deserves it he said i have seen my mummy all this years try hard to give them a good life even though he was unhappy with the decision his mum took for him because he never wanted to be in the art world but his mum forced him to go their even though he was failing some subject in the science world but he never failed in the science world because he love science and he always wanted to be a doctor but an engineer as his backup plan and that was his first dream he changed because he show how people are dieing of poor medical practitioners and he wanted to be of help .
He didn't say anything about him hating the art world but he had to do this for his mother even though he wanted to speak up to his mother before transferring that he has a goal in life and that goal is not going to be achieved because of his going to do what he's not passionate about but he didn't because, his mother takes everything personal and easy to speak something that will affect his future so he decided not to speak up .
Nirtuoso is not quite but he hate when people runs his life in a different direction that he doesn't like so remain quite and see how it goes because if speak up they judged him the other way the only thing that make Nirtuoso speak up is bulling he hate bulling because he was indirectly bulled at home because the use his saying the truth to others against him by making him like a bad monster. Nirtuoso surfer alot of things at home so after he went to grade 12 he changed to be a boring being and his room was his favourite place and also his closed friends house was also an option for him to leave the drama at his house because he replies to everyone that want to make his life a leaving hell but that will back fire because his mother won't take his side no matter what because she had a belief that you should treat another's child in a very good way no matter what so even if I'm wrong or right she take their side and punish him in an unhealthy way that will disturb his mental health so that why he changed when he went to grade 12 he had less time with people and more time with his phone and his room because he don't want to add anything that will make him more depressed because he was facing alot of things in his life that made him turn to a joygiver and cheerful person to a boring and ver secretive person and don't care about his life anymore