Co-translator : yukifeebleu
Chapter 12: Walking the path to find memories
[Yotha]
'What I want is for you to ask yourself again, what is your true love? You said I was special. Sometimes it can be close to love but it is not love. I won't rush the answer. You can take as long as you want.'
Those words that night kept me awake.
Night after night...
Gun tried to avoid me. Therefore, I'm afraid that if I show my face to look for him, it will make the other person feel even worse. I owe him the answer that no matter how much I search, I can't be sure. I knew clearly that even though he said on the outside that he could wait, the restlessness in his eyes made me realize how much he had to endure.
I understand waiting is painful, but that still can't help me find a clearer answer.
"Damn it. What a waste. Should you pay for drinking like this?" P'Nop was absent because he was busy with housework. In addition to the familiar bartender, there is still someone who can make very bad drinks, Newton, standing at the mixing counter.
I took out a thousand baht bill from my wallet and gave it to the person in front of me.
"Take it and get me another beer."
"Not for sale to children under 20 years old."
"In a few months it will be 20."
"Impossible."
"Don't joke. You've always had something to put in my mouth."
"Sorry, but your quota is over for tonight. Now… Is there anything stressful you want to tell this guy?" After listening, I almost felt nauseous. That sounds so annoying.
"I have something to do."
"Arguing with yourself?" New raised his eyebrows and asked a question as if he knew. "Normally you beat yourself, right?"
"Stay away from my legs."
"I'm your brother."
"Please excuse me for an hour." Before I could finish my sentence, I was given the middle finger. But the funny thing is that Newton actually let me be alone as I wanted. It wasn't until the staff finished cleaning the restaurant and filed out to the entire area, so only the two of us were left.
"The last time I saw you drinking so much that you couldn't stand up was probably when you broke up with Wa. And now, who caused my younger brother to end up like this?"
"Many things."
"Those kids at school, were you the one causing trouble or was it your younger brother?" I raised my head and looked intently at my brother's full lips.
"What are you?"
"The younger brother has a puppy-like face."
"Don't talk too much."
"We say we're friends, but our actions go beyond that. I'm your brother, so why don't I know what you're thinking?"
"So what do you think?" Newton opened his mouth and rolled his eyes suggestively. His appearance makes people want to kick him far away. It's just that I still want to hear more advice from him.
"You still have the face to pretend to ask to gain an advantage. You probably already know the answer."
"I don't know." The listener burst into laughter and looked at me with sarcastic eyes.
