L x Suicidal Reader

Thoughts Caused WITHOUT the Death Note

(In this part, you only know L in the collage your attending along with Light.)

You couldn't believe this.

You couldn't believe this day that your were having, it was almost like your world came crashing down.

Your friends abandoned you.

Why?

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Because of a simple situation. And that was for their own sakes. It was 6:00 pm in the middle of the night, there was rumor that your best friend's street became a danger zone. The reasons was because of a rapist running amock.
You both were walking in down the road, in truth, you didn't want your friend to be alone.

"(y/n), may I ask if you would walk with me to my house? I don't want to be alone with that criminal running around."

You and her immediately stopped walking. (f/n) looked very serious, not only that scared. She wasn't seriously the type to be that way.

"Oh.......I'm not sure......" You said looking at the ground.

Then your friend said some more things that triggered the situation.

"(y/n), what kind of friend are you if you leave me like this?" She said sternly. You looked at her eyes.

She was completely serious. After a moment of silence, you sighed.

It wouldn't be right if I did leave her by herself. That would be absolutely horrible if she was suddenly hurt because of you...........

"Alright, I will walk with you..." You finally said. Her face brightened and she held on to your arm.

After a couple of minutes walking, you and her saw the night come out even more. Then, all of a sudden, you heard a noise.

It was a sound of a metal can. You both jumped out of your skins.

"What the hell was that?" Your friend said. You looked around trying to show a lack of fear.

(f/n) lets go and you started to walk forward. You knew you had to get out of here before anything bad happens.

But it was already too late.

A force was knocked out of you. Almost like someone kicked you.

An unknown man was pushing you against the allywall next to where you walked.

It was probably the rapist.

Your friend screamed in shock and fear. But you didn't see it. All you saw was the man's face. (That is due to your imagination).

He started to wrap your hand around your neck and started to coke you. He had an evil grin on his face.

All what came out of your mouth was gasp.

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That is what you started recalling at your collage classes.

A teacher was talking nonsenses about kinetic energy. You you thought over and over again what happened last night, a twist formed in your stomach.

You felt like gagging. The teacher noticed immediately.

"Is something wrong Ms.(f/n), you don't feel so well..." Mr.(teacher's name) said in slight concern.

You shook your head, you absolutely did not want to attract attention to yourself.