Little Brat (Jeon Jungkook FF)

Part 7

Y/N's POV

One week passed in an instant. Many things have changed in my life. From waking up squeezed in his arms to eating breakfast and dinner together. From walking into a deadly silent house to a cheerful one with warm smile. From always focusing on working hard to zoning out thinking about him. Lots of things had changed.

Jungkook was not that brat as much as I thought he was. I was prepared for his hatered considering his behavior with me in the first meeting. But after two days I understand he is actually trying to adjust. Adjust to all the new changes. I understand he is not someone with a male ego.He even prepared dinner for me sometimes. And he become friends with all the guards and maids, and i can say they literally loves him... especially ajumma who comes to cook.

I have assigned a personal bodyguard for him. One of my trusted men, Robert. At first he throw his usual tantrums but agreed later. And he even started to call Robert as Robo hyung. He said Robert is like a robot, emotionless and stand like a statue, and thats the reason for him to call Robert as Robo. His playfulness even cracking Robert's mask, i saw him smiling for the first time. Jungkook is really something.

Apart from all these, what shocked me the most was his words he said to me yesterday.

Yesterday during dinner...

We both were eating peacefully. There is always a silence between as. I don't know how to start a conversation and he don't know what conversation he should start in the first place. So our dinners were always quiet but it's not uncomfortable. But today his voice broke the silence.

"Umm.... Y/n" He called a bit hesitated.

"Yes"

He looked at me with those big eyes, his face masked in hesitation and confusion.

"What is it Jungkook?" I pressed.

"I need to tell you something." He said after a moment of silence.

"Go ahead." I nodded at him asking him to proceed.

He sighed keeping his chopsticks on the table and straightening a bit. I also focused on him sensing it is something serious. And hesitantly he started to speak.

"Y/n... I know our marriage was not with our full consent. And I even know I acted as a jerk infront of you to stop this marriage. Actually I was not ready for a marriage. I know I was bit harsh with you and I'm really sorry for that." He paused looking at me for some reaction.

I was too stunned to speak, but it didn't reflected on my face. I was processing everything. Did he just apologized? I looked at him for quite few minutes, his eyes showed pure sincerity and I slowly nodded accepting his apology.

"Apology accepted. And....I'm sorry too for acting rude to you." Yes... I won't hesitate to apologize if it's required and I did what my heart asked me to do.

He nodded giving me a smile. I was about to eat again but I stopped hearing his words and looked at him shocked.

"I want to give our marriage a chance." He said a bit fast as if rushing out the words stuck in his throat.

I looked at him with wide eyes. A chance? Will it work. Won't he hate me if I tell him about my identity? What if we fell in love and he leaves me knowing I'm a mafia. Moreover what if I get attached to him? No this is not right. My mind was filled with thoughts but it again got broken by his voice.

"Uh... I'm not rushing Y/n, you can take your time. I also want time to try from my end, to make things work out you know. I mean.... we don't have to rush. Let's just take things slow, understanding ourselves and then giving us a chance. Let's stop fighting like Tom and Jerry." He give me a smile looking at me expectant.

My mind screamed at me to say No. To stop this from happening and breaking myself. But his smile and eyes didn't let those words come out. I slowly nodded at him making him smile wide.

Present

Jungkook has changed after that. He is still playful but he has a matured side too, which I never thought even existed for him. Today was his first day in the office, and I saw him trying his best to adjust to the new surroundings. I think he is taking life seriously. He even came to me for clearing few doubts. And at the time to leave the office he came to me asking to tag along with him.

Unfortunately, I had a meeting so I asked him to leave alone stating the reason. He waved me bye bye and left with a smile. I wonder how can he smile like that always. Sighing I looked  the time. It's already past 11 and I'm still in the office. Jungkook had started a habit of staying up till I reached home. He acts like he is the wife here. I chuckled shaking my head at my own stupid thoughts.

Packing my bags I quickly left the place. I don't want to make him wait. I know along with Jungkook I also started to change. Eating breakfast from home, leaving early from office to have dinner with him. Staying awake still he fell asleep so that I can feel the way he pulls me closer in his sleep and hug me tightly.

I'm enjoying all of this more that I accept and it's scaring me. Just one week to marriage and lot of things changed. If we continue this, what if I get used to all these and get hurts when he leaves me.

Yes... I'm expecting him to leave me one day, after knowing my real identity. I'm preparing myself for the worst so I won't be broken to my core. I'm scared what if I fell in love with him.

Or did I, already??