The Cursed Silence

Day 6 : Obsession

I woke up with my legs wide open and saliva dripping  off from my mouth , I was still tied up from the bed and then I saw him weeping on the floor , his hands covering up his face . My body hurts and screams in pain . I kicked my foot on the bedsheets , he looks at me , stands and removes the cloth from my mouth . His eyes were all watery , I really couldn't say anything , my tongue was numb but I tried to speak ," AAAAA .... WWHH .... WHHYY ? "

" SHH , shhh ..... don't ... don't speak a word hmm ? " He speaks too quietly and sat too close near my ear  , my whole body shook by just looking at him ," You are in pain but it will be all over very soon .... I promise ... you know I have always always wanted you to be with me ... just you and me together , hmm ? How perfect that would have been just imagine , I told my mother about you and everyone in my house had already declared you as my wife until you left us for an outsider but but that does not mean that I stopped loving you .... I do and I will till the day I die .... NAAZ " he tried to hold my head , our eyes clashed ," Do ... Do you really believe that someone who had loved you his whole life would do something like that ? Do you really think that it was me who did all .... all that with you ? "

" WHH .... WHAAAATT ? "

" It was not me , naaz .... I swear on my life it was not me .... I had a whole new life after you left ... I have kids , a ... a beautiful daughter just like you , a wife and my old diseased mom .... why would I even do that to you ? Hmm ? I know ... I know ... look from what you are seeing , I might be the bad guy and and that's alright ... naaz if I could , I would have immediately told you to kill me with a knife after you opened your eyes but but I am stuck ... stuck with responsibilities .... " He un-tied one of my hand ," I .... I was under influence of something .... I could not process between what's wrong or right .... it was like ... I didn't had any control over myself but now I do and I now .... you have a choice now ... dadi , you're aunt ... she communicated with me through voices and visions ... I saw her when you were asleep " He started crying ," But I know that you will not believe me ... you will not believe that your friend was actually possessed na ? " He held my head with his hands ," What should I do ? What should I do to gain your trust , hmm ? " There was something weird in his eyes , it looked as if someone has stolen a toy from a kid and the kid is now going mad for it ," Should I cut my finger ? Or should I cut hand ? Or maybe I should cut my heart " He asked me , picking up a knife from the drawer ," SAY IT " He yelled , then after a minute he turned towards the mirror and started whispering something inaudible while doing so , he picks the knife and sliced it through his hands deep enough that the blood flourished all over on his face and on the mirror and the ground ," I AM GOING TO DIE SOON .... but my family will not suffer any of this pain " There was pain and anger in his eyes , filled with rage ," I will kill your father first "

" N .... N .... Nooooooo .... Noooo " I begged him ," R .... Rapeee me agaiiin " As I speak ,  the rest of my tongue hurts and shakes uncontrollable

" You can stop this ... all of this , you just have to pretend that you are posssessed and I will leave that old fat , deal ? "

I couldn't speak , I just waved my head .
He went outisde , leaving the door open ....
I have to do it , my life is already done ...
I have no other purpose , I was being fooled all around and due to that my fiance got killed now the stakes on my dad's life , I never stayed any close to him but I did with aunt and she does told me that how he is not what I think he is , I thought he was a monster ...
I was fooled by my own faith ,
I heard it all the way through out my childhood about teenager girls being raped , killed by their own loved one's ....
I laughed at it , now faith is laughing at me ...
All of it , was right on front of me but I was so naive ...
Dad was right ,
It's better to be a monster rather than accepting hurdles ,
What more of a women could even dream of ?
Have a husband , who respects her ?
A family that loves her ?
A society where she can live freely ?
Isn't that basic human needs ? Turned into agendas ....
You know it's being happening ,
since the dawn of the day ....
Remember the story ......
Adam and eve , plays together in the park
Plays one another guitars ,
Happily lived , for moments becomes one another's star ...
Adam goes on hopping ,
What he does is chopping ,
Chit-chatting with a friend , he told him there's nothing to be pretend ,
Let the monster out , too become the hero of the crowd ...
Becomes a symbol ,
A hope of the foul ....
The eyes were open ,
The truth was spoken ...
Whome to blame ? Naked lady hides behind the unspoken

I am no one ,
Just like all of those ladies and girls and boys and navies and dumbs ,
I am no one , 
My eyes are open and won't be shut ...
I don't wish heaven or hell instead I just wish to die ,
I wish to not meet the God nor the demons ... I have already seen both of them ...
The only thing , the only and only possible thing left to me is the dad who loved me occasionally and I really don't want him to just die because of someone's else , he doesn't deserves that ...
I want to meet dad in heaven once ,
And I want dad to slice my throat open ....

It took him around 15 minutes , to convince dad that I am under possession and then at 2 : 00 he brought all the things which we set up earlier like cameras , quiza board and music system inside my room . The first thing he does is plays the music , ' Dil To Bach hai ji ' while constantly recording everything . Suprisingly , dad even brought his gun with him

" Naaz ? Are you here with us ? " I didn't responded to dad , I wanted this to look real

Ramesh immediately started splitting the holy water around the whole room , he proceeds to stands near me and tried to bless me with the water , as immediate I grabbed the bottle and tossed it up in the air .. he left the knife near the table , I picked it up and sliced it through his stomach ...
Dad rushes towards him , slaps me and ties my hand again

" Son , Son ... are you alright ? You want me to get it out ? "

" No ... " Ramesh said , breathing heavily ," If we remove the knife , It will start to bleed like Ganga and I will be dead before you know "

" Oh God , what do we do then ? "

" Your gun ... please trust me ... " Dad hands over the gun to Ramesh and he immediately aims at dad's head while he went behind the camera ," SAY it ... what you told me tell the people , the camera ... what is your name and who are you ? " It was my turn to play along , I continued showing my half tongue to the camera ," Misa .... altomariya nimoo "

" What is your name ? "
I laughed at this very question , not knowing what to say

" Son , I think that enough we should call the priests ... this much evidence is enough ... enough ... I don't want to stay inside this room anymore ... I .... I feel suffocated " I kept laughing constantly , so much so that my tongue started bleeding again and my mouth filled with blood ," Son ... please ... I think we should stop this "

" Yes you are right .... " Ramesh says , a sense of relief runs over me ," You stay outside , I will be there shortly ... "
Dad proceed to leave being scared of me with his shaking legs , he looks over me .... my ears went all numb , the room shutters with the sound of a barrel gun ...
Ramesh shot the gun behind his head ,
I opened my eyes only to see dad's head bleeding and him lying flat  on the other side of my bed ... I yelled ... I yelled ... I cried ... I screamed ... I moved my legs ... my arms ... my head ... my hairs everything ...
He stands over the body and again shoots dad for two more times  on his heart ....
I started banging my head over the back of the bed " Have you ever seen a human heart ? " He asks me while punching his fist inside dad's cheast and he takes his heart out ," Isn't it beautiful " He said and eats up the heart right in front of me

" Nooo .... noooo .... daaaaad ..... dadddd "
" You have signed your death certificate , babe " he stands upon me and tears off his shirt and my underwear , the only things which I was covered with ... as if all of this was not enough , he bites my boobs and creates a heart shaped tatto on my right boob . He looks at me , trying to kiss me but I insisted lifting my face all the upside ... gesturing him to cut off my throat ,
I closed my eyes .. accepting my fate but
Rather than that he pierced the knife halfway through his neck and falls over my shoulders