Author's Note: This story is for a person I once knew called Cynthia. After writing Splintered, a part of me worried they'd take the wrong message from the story and so this is a means to correct it. Time will tell if they'll ever read this story or not (or whether they'll even understand the point I'm trying to make), but I had to at least try. For all you other readers out there, please enjoy this sequel to my deranged first story.
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Life as I knew it changed when I graduated from Seven Oak High. At college, there was a whole new host of challenges I needed to weave my way through and I realised the old masks I'd worn to get me through high school were no longer fit for purpose.
Gone was mean-girl queen-bee Trish. Her actions and behaviour wouldn't have worked under the watchful eye of the sorority den mother in charge of my dormitory.
Pat, on the other hand, stepped up to fill the void. But instead of being the meek and dutiful student and daughter, she had taken on several more facets of who I was. There was a new spring to her step. A confidence that exuded from putting my hand up for several campus causes.
Suddenly, everything was all new and fresh again and I had to adapt once more.
From the remains of Pat and Trish emerged Patsy.
No longer was I a leader so much as another cog in the fight against oppression and the patriarchy. All the energy I poured into becoming Queen Bee was now put into healthier pursuits as I railed against a slew of social injustices.
And yet a part of me still missed hanging out with my friends, Naomi and Evangeline (although they both ended up going to different universities than me), I was still a version of Trish. But this time I could let my guard down a little. Show off a little bit of the real 'me' lurking beneath the mask I had worn.
They deserved it, after all. Especially after the pain and terror we had all endured at the hands of Amelia last year.
After all, if it hadn't been for the Evangeline and her boyfriend, Michael Sanchez, there was every chance I might not be standing here at all.
And thus, Tricia was born to serve as a dorkier and less catty version of Trish. Tricia was about having fun, with a focus on nostalgia.
Was it what Amelia had wanted for me? No. But given that she was in a juvenile detention centre and mandated to see a court-appointed psychiatrist every week to deal with whatever was wrong with her, I doubted her opinion mattered much.
Not that she put much stock in therapy.
In her mind, she was the least crazy of us all. Rather, it was the entire world that was mad as we catered to society's expectations of who and what we were. Better, she had told me while holding a knife, to be our truest and authentic selves. Whatever that meant.
The first time I'd visited her at the detention centre, she hadn't seemed surprised when she came out. Rather, there had been a knowing smile on her face as she sat down. We stared at each other for a few minutes.
But as I struggled to find the words I wanted to say, Amelia motioned to her guard and whispered something into their ear. Before I could stop her, she had risen to her feet and left.
I was left sitting at the table, alone. And for the longest time, I didn't know if I wanted to leave or stay. Hell, I didn't know why I'd come to see her in the first place.
Maybe I wanted closure. Or maybe I wanted to see the person still haunting me in my nightmares and know she couldn't hurt me anymore.
Whatever the reason, I was left with a roiling churning maelstrom of emotions in my gut. None of which I could decipher.
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Whole Again
General FictionSince the attack on her last summer, Patricia is struggling to understand what drove Amelia's actions. Worse, she's blacking out and lashing out at those closest to her. Worried about what's happening, and feeling pulled too thin by all her commitme...