Save Me From ¨Love¨

Chapter Four: Who Am I ?

I couldn't stop thinking about last night.The drinking, the kiss especially.He made me feel, wanted.His kisses were amazing.Full of excitement. He knew how to keep me wanting more, cause I did. I did want more.But I had to stop myself.

Johnny wasn't in second period but I did see him sitting with all the stoners at lunch. I hadn't told anyone what had happend yesterday sinse Aaron was mad at me and Casey was too busy with StuGo.I sat eating my luch checking my Twitter newsfeed.

¨Hey.¨Johnny sat down beside me.He had black Aviators on, hair sicked back like yesterday with a white t-shirt and black jeans.

¨Hey, whats up?¨ I tried not to sound so awkward, but the whole situation was awkward.Who would have ever thought I would have feelings for Johnny. He had bad news written all over him.

¨Juust thinking bout you.¨ he smiled crookedly.I never noticed how yellow his teeth were, yuck.¨So uhh, I want you to come tonight to a party.¨

¨A party? Where at.¨

¨At my house, it's going to be a lil kickback with a few people.It will be fun!¨

¨Hmm Im not so suree, I mean-¨

¨Yesterday you said you would start having some fun so come tonight and you will okay?No excuses.¨he grabbed my hand and smiled.

¨Well okay then, I'll go.¨And with that he kissed me on the cheek and went back with his friends.

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Later that night I arrived at the party.I was wearing a red tube top with black skinnies and cute black sandals.My hair was curled and my makeup was extra pretty. I had thick eyeliner winged out and cherry red lipstick.

¨You look smokin¨ Johnny said leading me into the house introducing me to all sorts of strangers.

I looked at hima nd his eyes were red.His ppils were dialated, it wasn't hard to tell with his pretty eyes that he was high.

¨Are you high?¨ I asked.

¨Nahh, I just took a few hits of Perry.¨he replied laughing.

¨Perry?¨"I asked.

¨Yeah my bong.Works hella nice, come here.¨ We went into the second living room where there were a couple of people hitting a bong.¨Make waaay, we have a newbie coming through!¨He yelled.

¨Come over here and do what I do.¨He sat down, took the bong, pursed his lips on the top of the bong, lit the weed and sucked.It made a bubbly noise.

I saw that their were ice-cubs inside the bong on the tall skinny part and I guess he saw me looking cause he told me the ice was so that our throat wouldnt hurt as much.

¨Wait here so I can go get you some water, youĺl need it.¨ Johnny got up and left the room. I was surrounde by people I have never seen in my life.

¨So your the goody good Johnny is always talking about.My name is Selina.¨She had the smile of a confident woman.

Her hair was medium length and pitch black.Her skin was tan and her eyes were brown.She was shorter than me and her body was so petite but muscular.

¨I suppose haha.My name is Hayley.¨She stared at me.

¨So your new to all of this?Im guessing because you look like a lost puppy.Don't worry Johnny wont leave you hanging, He'll show you everything you need to know honey.¨She winked and continued smoking out of the tiny pipe she had in her hand.

Johnny came back with water, He sat down and handed me the bong.I did exactly wht he showed me.

I did pretty well cause when I let go of the bong Johny had a cheesy smile on his face.I inhaled the smoke and let it out slowly.At first it didn't feel like anything special but after a few more hits on the bong and a few hits from his friend Luke's blunt I was blazed.

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After a couple of people left, me and Johnny headed to his bedroom. He lent me a shirt to change into and I layed down.Johnny came and laided right next to me. He grabbed me by my hip and pulled me close to him. Then we fell asleep.