1st of January (A New Year's broken heart)

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1st of January
(A New Year’s broken heart)

Last night, I waited… waited for you, 
For a message that never came through. 
The clock struck twelve, 💫🎆 
But all I felt was cold. 
My heart, once warm, is now cracked and old. 💔

I stared at my phone, waiting for a sign 📱 
But you, my love, never crossed that line. 
Maybe you don’t feel the same, 
And I’m left here alone, drowning in pain. 🌧️

So, I wrapped myself in a blanket tight, 🧣 
Hoping it could keep out the night. 
But inside, I knew the truth, 
That you, my girl, were slipping from my youth. 🎇💭

In my room, the silence rang loud, 
As I listened to *Kis-Kis* with my head bowed. 🎧 
“Sorry, sorry,” the lyrics sang, 
Echoing the heartbreak that stung like a fang. 🥀💔

*"В городе опять январь, Я в плед закуталась, сижу..."* 
The words, they hit deep, they feel so true. 
I’m sitting here, lost in my mind, 
Hoping this year won’t be as unkind. 🌲❄️

The rain fell, soaking the street, 🌧️ 
Just like the tears I tried to beat. 
And I thought of you, my closest friend, 
But our story might be nearing the end. 🌕🖤

Under the stars, alone I lay, 
Wondering why I feel this way. ✨ 
But I’ll keep going, I’ll survive, 
And maybe one day, I’ll feel alive. 🌿💚

For now, I’ll hide beneath my sheets, 🛏️ 
Dreaming of love that never repeats. 
I’ll tweet my pain, I’ll write it down, 
And promise to turn this year around. 🌸📜

New Year’s Day, and I feel so small, 
But I’ll rise again, and I won’t fall. 🌱💫 
Next time, maybe you’ll notice me, 
Or maybe, I’ll just learn to be free. 🕊️❤️

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