mama im not who i wanna be

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Vanity's POV

I run my hand through my new hair, its beautiful. i hear the front door open. crap. i run into my room, i stop when i get in. i look at my sickly yellow walls covered in cats and everything thats not me and never will be me. I feel tears come to my eyes but wipe them away.
" time for a change," i whisper to myself. i shut the door and walk over to the first wall i see. i rip the first thing off, i start to laugh and ripping more things off, i move onto the next wall and dont stop until everything that was on my walls is on the floor. i grab a trash bag and put everything into it not looking at it or even caring. Next is my closet, i open the doors and look at all the ugly pink and girly clothes.
" this isnt who i am," i say taking all the clothes off the hangers and throwing them out of the closet. i hear a gasp, i know who it is, my mother

i turn around she is red and angry
" VANITY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" before i have a chance to answer she moves onto the next question
" WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR?!?!" she yells grabbing my hair and yanking until i fall to the ground
She looks at me then looks to my left and see a picture of me with my "friends"
i stand up and she throw the picture at me
"LOOK AT YOURSELF NEXT TO THAT BOY LOOK," i look and take the picture from her then look her in the eyes
" mama thats not who i wanna be," i say calmly even though i know theres no point
i feel a pain in my cheek
"YOU ARE GOING TO BE WHO I WANT YOU TO BE THATS WHAT YOUR SISTER ALWAYS DID WHY COULDNT YOU HAVE DIED INSTEAD OF HER," she yells at the top of her lungs
i dont react i just say
" i ask myself the same thing everyday,"
i grab my phone, its charger and leave.

i dont know were to go and its getting dark, so i text the only person that i know cares about me, Storm

To: Storm
Hey its Vanity, i kinda ranaway can i comeover?

From: Storm
Yeah sure, where are you ill walk you to my place i dont want you walking alone

To: Storm
Im at the park

From: Storm
See you soon

*Storms POV before the texts*

I walk to my room and lay down on my bed, i heard the front door open then close.
Thank God he's going out, he wont be back till late tomorrow or the next day. I was about to go and get something to eat when i got a text.

From: Vanity
Hey its Vanity, i kinda ranaway can i come over?

i almost exploded with happiness, stay cool storm stay cool

To: Vanity
Yeah sure, where are you ill walk to my place i dont want you walking alone

From: Vanity
Im at the park

i jump to get my shoes and jacket

To:Vanity
See you soon

* Vanitys POV*
After Storms last text i sit down on one of the swings, i close my eyes for a second and when i open them back up i see storm and for some reason i feel the urge to run and hug him. so i do, he seems shocked when i first touch him but then he hugs back, i melt into him
"Thank you Storm," i whisper into his ear
"Anytime," he whispers back

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What do yall think??????
hope you like it
sorry about all the up dates i love to write so thats what imma
spend most of my time doing so there will be more then one update a day
bye
---- Adely ^_^

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