After we've done that one thing last night i have been not thinking of much else than jeff. I mean observing him more. Dont ask me about our relationship labels because im not sure anymore. But back to more important matters ive observed.
Now that jeffs ok with me lookin at him most any time i do get alot of time like ive said to watch how he interacts with the world. Hes definitely odd i can say that. I saw his pick up a screw he found somewhere and he did seem to love it for the entire day.
Like keep it around and he did get distressed when he lost it. I had just stole it to wash it because it was dirty. Jeff didn't appreciate my favors. He also loves marbles. Especially ones with sum interesting inside. Swirls or whatever it'll entertain him for hours. He usually uses his right eye to hold these objects close to properly see them. I do forget hes near sighted since he does seem to do things well. I guess he still sees stuff alright. Kinda. He does usually start holding onto me alot when we're relaxing. His eyes usually unfocused when he isnt using them.
He is still slightly unsettling but its in a jeff way so its ok. Like id be more distraught if he was normal. I love watching him go through his days. He's very entertaining in the least mean way i could admit that. I do also sneak up on him alot to test my stealth but he hears pretty well so i never get a flinch. I do get him pretty upset accidentally if i accompany my playful attack with a sound. Even if he was expecting me. He usually hangs out in the bathroom after those moments. Not giving me much apology room.
So ive made it a mental rule never to do that.
One night i was sitting on his late, liu having taken a early night with all his confusion about us exhausting him. I was for some reason inspecting his teeth. Opening and twisting his jaw in search for cavities. His teete were surprisingly alright but a bit shaven down ontop. Atleast his back teeth. And canines. He observed me silently in this mission but i did get bored after reinspecting everything. My purple fingertips a bit moist now. I wipe them off on his shirt and he stares at me.
"what you want?" i ask him, raising an eyebrow. Potentially coming off rude even though it was a joke. I watched his fingers slide up my shirt before redirecting out onto the fabric and going up to my shoulder and shoving me forward. I huff the wind he pushed out me as he looked right to make space for my face. And as i leaned back again he looked back. His fingers suddenly lingering on my chin, the other pair curling behind my ear. He pulled me closer. And i held his hands and pulled away or attempted to.
"i wan-i wanna see yo face" he said frowning. I did then reluctantly lean forward and let him twist his head so his one eye could focus on my face. He brushes back my hair and i follow his moving eyes that bounced around my face. He pulled me closer by the collar then and kissed me. Well thats a ice breaker I think. I kill back, finding myself surprisingly dissapointed at his end of lookin at me. I held the side of his head, my eyes already closed. But i do peek and do get met with his eyes wide open and quick to redirect his pupils to mine .
That definitely does startle me and i fade out the kiss. Wait has he been staring at me the entire time last night. I must've looked like damp fish. Thats a horrendous realization. As i come back to reality he was poking me in the face and i sneezed before getting a good look outside. "lets get to bed its like getting late." i say, my brows furrowing. He nodded and sat up, making me stand up too. He dragged me to our room and hopped into bed which made me crawl in next to him and he grabbed me in a squeeze me, his breathing right next to my ear. He breaths softly. Getting a bit raspy and heavy as he shifts. He nuzzled his nose to my cheekbone and kissed or more like chewed my cheek. Going ahead to lick me too. I shut my eyes in a bit of a squimish mannor. It was definitely a bit uncomfortable but i wouldn't say im complaining about it. I turn to wipe my face on the pillow. Turning his attention to regular kissing. Atleast it was in the dark now so he couldn't stare right at me.
I peck his nose bridge and flicked him a bit as a sign we needa go to bed. He was upset about that one and i needed to then hug him for his own comfort and reassurance for a few minutes. But that turned to a one sided death grip. I sighed as he nuzzled his face in my chest and i played with his hair which was on the edge of needing another wash. "jeff" i say, quiet enough to match our surroundings. My word sparked his immediate interest. "do you wanna....." i rethink my words at a million miles per hour.
Jeff isnt like gay or he could be. He could be gay. He could love me or have i been delusional. "are we still friends?" i ask, softly. My hand stopping my fiddling to lay on his neck. Jeff seemed to be just as insecure about labels as i was and just avoided his answer. "can we be something else or is this... Like. Not that deep?" i ask, my inner self talking over me. "ya." he said, simply. Assumungly agreeing. "like.... Together?" i ask, clarification. "hm." i feel him nod in my shirt, i had a feeling he was getting too tired too be concerned about this. Atleast not as much as i was.
"ok... Lets go... To uhm. Bed." i say and turn over, jeff ran fingers down my back as i fell asleep.
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Night Light °a jeff the killer x male reader story
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