Shubman's POV
Ishan is smiling with his friend. And I never noticed that pig of his friend in our uni before.
I don't know what was there to be so happy,but there Ishan and that piggy bank was having their good time and smiling like fools.
I don't want to be a jerk but for his friend I definitely will.
Without any further thinking I went towards them without looking for Abhishek who was following me.
"Hey shorty you got a new friend?" I asked in a sarcastic tone and anybody could tell that Ishan was not so surprised by my sudden appearance but he didn't seem enjoying it also.
I could careless about that right now and without looking at Ishan I immediately turned towards that piggy Bank and asked
"Can I know your name? sir"Yeah you can it's Deepak" he replied with the same tone and I was confirmed that this public is not a joke and I don't want to have any issues right now as my father will come today
I smiled at him and look is looking pretty today. His hairs is messy and that's why the locks were coming into his eyes and he is shaking his head time to time to remove them to have a better look.
He didn't notice that his this simple act was doing something in my stomach.
I was staring at him abnormally when he held out his hand and before my hands could hold them he shaked it infront of my eyes and said "What are you thinking boy?"
I got disappointed and uttered a nothing and went from there.
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I was walking through the corridor when I felt a hand on me.
It was Abhisek'sHe asked me the reason of my disappointment and I didn't try to hide it. I wanted everyone to know that I was not okay and I wanted the solution.
I don't want to hide anything and I want to accept everything that's happening with me but the thing that is happening with me is so confusing , yet so beautiful and the twist is that I know from where it is coming.
The only thing that is being the reason of uneasiness in me is that I am confused why about why everything is accelerating so fast, I have seen many movies where this feelings come very slowly and here I got to know about his feelings yesterday and now I am feeling the same way is it possible or is it true ?
I took Abhisekh to the Garden , and sat on a bench with him on my side.
He again placed his hand on my shoulder and started saying
"See, I know what are you thinking. I also felt the same way when I first met my boyfriend. You know what sometimes, things happen quickly but that doesn't mean that's not possible. It is. Maybe it was a slow process but you realised it today after knowing the truth"
The last line struck me. I started recalling everything that I have done with Ishan in past years.
I recalled the first day when I had a look of him. He was wearing our yellow shirt and trousers, they were simple yet it looked nice in him I didn't want to believe it but today I realised that the sudden churn in my stomach that day didn't happen as a coincidence but it was a sign of something big.
Then I recalled how I always went towards him to start a conversation but due to my introvert nature and reputation in college I became a jerk to him.
I always loved the way she got irritated and replied me in that tone. Maybe it was out of irritation but still it resulted in a conversation between us and that's what I needed and I ignored all of these just because of my confusion. I hope I got to know about these sooner.
I was jerked very hard that I was forced to come out of my thoughts.It was Abhishek.
"Come on brother what are you thinking the I don't know what is going on in your mind I think if you are thinking to go and tell him about your feelings then go on because I can tell you that something positive can happen and even if it does not turn out well I will always support you no matter what.got it?"And this was what I needed to hear. I happily stood up, after giving a tight hug to Abhishek. When I turned to go to class and there I saw a disappointed Ishan standing, he was looking at me or at us and then my mind struck that a minute ago I hugged Abhishek and I think Ishan misunderstood all of these
I started taking big steps towards him and on seeing me approaching he backed away and ran..
I panicked and also started following him. He was running towards the bathroom and before he could shut the door I cot a hold of it.
I opened the door forcingly and I was in front of a crying Ishan.
My heart broke on the sight. I held his face and he became numb in his place.
"I am sorry" he said in a soft tone.
" I love you" he said again in the same tone
And I can feel my heartbeat in a next level. My hands started getting cold. I , just look into his eyes and started to look for the truth in them.
And I found them.
It was the truth.
My eyes were tearing up and without any further thoughts I touched my lips in his.
We were paused and neither of us dared to move our lips.
After a minute of touching out lips we detached and looked deeply in each other's eyes.
I realised that I have a colour box in my bag , a new one.
I took it out , kissed it in front of him and sat on one knee.
" I love you too Ishan. And I think this feeling is not new. It was present from the day I saw you from the day I started being annoying to you I know you were irritated but I love to see your irritated I love create conversation with you I love your eyes looking into my while you were talking to me and I knew that someday something good will happen and I think today today is the day I realised what was happening to me all these days and I am very much happy to know what these feelings were. I hope you understand and will be mine forever" saying this I stretched my armsHe laughed and a tear or two dropped.
I made me stand and crashed his lips in mine.
I smiled in the kiss and returned it with same enthusiasm and we had a make out stating in the bathroom.
And from that day I knew that. Love is an art. it happens secretively but can be seen easily. It is beautiful, passionate and unpredictable.
And I am glad that I am able to experience this,with *him*.
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The End
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