Ok, this is my first day of class 9 . I don't even think what's gonna happen today . I met that someone I loved ......
I know it's inconvenient or maybe attraction , or obssesion or something else ...
I was 14 year old with short hair nd ugly dressing sense ofc school uniform :|
Mein school s Ghar ja rhi thi I saw him we had a eye contact. It feels like I know him , m use janti hu , I feel something but I was confused af ...
In the evening I got a random text .. yes , his text unexpected and literally I have no idea .
He said hi
Me : hi
We talked a Lil bit then
He : I like you
Me : kite time s jante ho muje
He : 2 saal se
( He was my senior)
( I was confused and don't know what to say )
He : bologi
Me : kal btati hu
He : aj kya hoajega bolo
Me : kl promise
We ended the conversation for that day .
Actually I know him from July ,2019
Yes , it's is what it is ... M usse principal office k samne takrayi thi .. I saw him but he didn't he was in rush so ...
I don't even know his name that time . Few month later , I got to know his name , him and a lot .
He used to talk to my friend at that time she told me about him
In January, unfortunately I fal for him ( unknowingly) .
In March ...
Next day wps usi time sham ko
He : kya hua jya socha
Me : ni I want any relationship rn
He : okay , hume baat ni krni chiye ab acha ni rhega
It feels like shi to kia na mene , kyuki humara age gap jyada tha or he was my senior..
On his birthday I wished
Me : happy Birthday 🎂
He : thanks 🙄
Fir hmara no text no seen nothing ...
Ofc y story corona time ki h lockdown period....
I wish mene meri dost ko ni btaya hota I have a crush on him and he proposed me I said no ..
She asked me to at least confess... Ki th ja apni feelings to bta
So in June ,
I texted him and told him
He said ; sorry ,I have a girlfriend
Ok it's obvious if he finds anyone or whatever ...
I have a dust allergy I was sick .
I went to hospital and there ...
Wo waha tha usne muje dekha .
That evening again he texted ..
He : sorry us din gusse m bol dia , I still like you
Me : koi bat ni
He : to
Me : kya ?
He : bol fir kya kh ri thi uss din
Me : I have a crush on you ...
He : aage bol na
Me : kya ita hi bolna tha muje
He : pasand ni krti kya muje
Me : ha krti hu na
He : to bol na
Me : I love you
( I wish mene ni bola hota , mene bat ni ki hoti )
He : I love you too
( Lg ra hoga na relationship h , pr y ni thi )
We talked for some days ..
He asked for face time but I was too shy mein bhahot baar mna krdeti thi or kai baar utha leti thi
During face time , I was blanked completely , usse dekhne k bad kuch dimag m ata hi ni tha smj ni ata tha kya bolu bs sunna shi lgta tha ..
Muje ni pta tha vo annoyed feel krne LG gya inn sb s ..
Then suddenly after 15 days achnk s uska koi text ni aya sham ko jbki hmesa sham ko bat krta tha ...
For a week no message or call then ,
Mene use call kia he didn't pick that also ....
Then he texted next day told he was busy family issues vgera ...
( But I know the reason.. jb hmari bat ni ho ri thi tb muje pta chla uski girlfriend thi he lied to me 🙂)
I said acha kya hua
He told
Then whi strange behaviour then I decided ki bol dena shi h q fasu m beech m
Then I asked him who she and kya lgti h
He : tumhe kisne bola kisne btaya
Me : koi btaya btao is she your girlfriend
He : rehne do tumne trust ni h mujpe bat yhi khtm krte h
It's 19 August....
It's ok ita hurt ni hua pr hua I was confused what's that .. sb juth tha kya matlab tha inn sb sse
Meri ek dost thi jo mere sath jb m 3 saal ki thi tbse thi ...
She knows everything about me I said everything ... She knows this matter also but u know jb misunderstanding hoti h to kiti bhi purani dosti ho Tut jati h
So as it happened meri vo dosti bhi khatam hogai 11 saal purani dost bhi chali gai I feel hurt this time I want someone to listen me . M mere family m kisi k close ni thi she was my cousin, best friend, my sister, my everything this time I feel broke as fuck ....
Why me ? Ha abhi to choti bat h pr 11 saal ? Ek misunderstanding sirf ?
Then M trip p chali gai thi family trip thi I enjoyed no phone calls text kisi se bhi nahi kisi se bhi ni
During second last day of trip in the market I got call from my friend she asked kha h message ni dek ri kb aegi
I said parso aa ri hu bat krenge
Call ended .
And the other day I went home she came home to meet me we talked about her and her boyfriend birthday and meri ek or dost bhi ai hui thi hum dono use ched re the in real ....
After few days in November , he texted again 😶🌫️
This time I don't want to be fool or anything but ..... It's typical teen soch and attachment issue ...
He said sorry and told esa ni tha juth tha khtm hogya tha bhahot pehle usse relationship vgera
Me : ok
He : new boyfriend?
Me : ni
He : ha tum to meri ho na 😂
Me : kuch bhi bolte ho
He : ni ho kya , ni hu kya psnd me ?
Me : ho pr...
He : pr kya abhi choti ho bdi hogi tb to girlfriend bnogi meri
Me : dekhte h uss waqat
He : kya pata koi le jaye tumne ..
Me : koi ni leke Jane wala
He: paka na
Me : ha ha
We started talking and Sharing he comforts me . I got attached
Uska juth bhi acha lagta tha , muje pta h juth bol rha h par .. I was obsessed like hell , i don't want him to go or anything....
