Five Years Later:
"Hello baby girl," Killian come in my room and places a kiss on my head.
"Morning, Kill. How is Blue doing? I want to see him. Does he still not want to see me?" I ask him my voice breaking and my eyes filling up with tears.
Killian immediately pulls me to his chest and rubs my back.
"No, baby girl. You know he loves you. Don't be sad, please. When you cry, it makes me want to kill everyone. Please." He whispers in my ears.
I push him back and look in his eyes.
"Four years, three months and 25 days Killian Carson. I've been missing him so much that it hurts me. Everyday is a torture to see you all, knowing I can't see him. I just need to see him for myself to make sure he is fine. None of you, and I mean it none of you talks to me about him. You change topics, lash out at me or get angry and don't talk to me for days when I insist. I haven't heard his voice ever since that one day in the hospital after they had left. You think I'm a fool." I yelled in his face and got out of the bed and stood up holding one hand out pointing to the door.
"Get out." I yell at him again and he looks confused.
"Killian Carson, I said get out of my room, or do you want me to leave?" I screamed at him and all three other boys Gareth, Niko and Jer came running up.
"What's wrong, princess? What happened Kill?" Niko asked looking between me and Kill.
Killian looked so hurt that it hurt me as well. But I can't help it. I am already hurting so much. My relation with these 4 has become very nice. We've even had sex over time, sometimes just one of them, or sometimes two, and there was a time when all four stepped in at the same time. It's the most memorable day ever.
But as days passed, months passed and years passed, everything came to a stop.
"Good, now that all of you are here, I have something to inform you guys. And remember my each word carefully. Also don't forget, I said I am INFORMING. I'm not fucking asking your permission." I seethed in anger, but no one spoke. They only looked at me.
"My house is ready and I have already moved my stuff there. I am leaving in two hours. Don't look at me surprised, you don't care what I do anymore also you don't care to see if I'm alive and leaving well or not. Oh yeah Killian came to me after what two fucking months. I am seeing you after two fucking months. You love me? Fuck all of you. You don't love me. If you did, you guys would be fucking me and not some random bartenders and waitresses, except for Gary. Was I not enough? Maybe I wasn't right? Don't bother to explain because I saw you all. Balls deep into those bitches' pussies. The same dick which you used to fuck me with. The same mouth which ate my pussy were eating up someone else's who wasn't me. So don't. If you try to stop me, I will bomb this whole place. You know I will. And since I am leaving, I need answer to only two questions." I said and stopped.
I know my panic attack was surfacing. Not now please. I fisted my fingers digging deep in my palms.
"Baby girl, you okay?" Killian asked his eyes on my face.
"Fuck off with your fake care." I told him off and his face fell. Shit.
"Just two questions. One, where is Vaughn? Two, is he alive? Answer me anytime in next two hours before I leave. Now get out of my room, before I kick your asses. You know I can and I will." I told them and they all walked out with pained looks on their faces. I immediately ran and locked the door sliding down against the door.
How stupid was I? I should have left 6 months back when I first saw them fucking someone. It kept on happening again and again. I kept on breaking again and again. On somedays I heard moaning and grunting in the middle of the nights. It broke me everytime. But I never saw my Blue. I never saw him again.
I have no idea what happened or where he was. I only started forcing them when I heard them talking that things had taken a bad turn at Vaughn's place. His family was dead but nothing about him. I remember barging in and destroying Jeremy's whole office and then leaving giving them a middle finger which was 2 years ago.
I wiped my tears and walked to the bathroom. I had my shower and then changed to simple loose pants and a loose shirt. I tied my hairs up and packed the remaining stuff. When I was done, I grabbed all of the idiots shirts and pants and boxers that they gave me to wear at some point. Yes I had kept them. Especially Vaughn's hoodies. He had given only me the permission to use them.
I took the bag and other empty suitcase and opened the door to see all 4 of them outside my door. I just walked and stopped outside of Vaughn's door. I opened it slowly and went in with the empty bag. Keeping the bag on the bed, I walked into his closed and took off all his hoodies and his shirts and packed them. The boys looked at me, shock completely on their faces. My eyes fell on his shower gels and I took them. Next thing I saw was sketch book and pencils and a photo of him smiling. I packed all of it. I sat on his bed and moved a hand on it.
A tear drop fell down my eyes. I missed him so bad. I wiped my eyes and let the bag on the floor. I turned around and I saw the panic on the boys' faces.
I walked out of the room, locked the door and took the key. I didn't turn around.
"Nobody, and I mean it, nobody will ever enter that room. I have a camera in that room. If I see anyone enter that room ever, I swear I will burn them alive, including you. I haven't told anything about your fuckings to Zade. So you keep your mouth shut as well. I gave you two hours and you still can't my questions. Only come find me when Vaughn is back. I will only come back here when Vaughn himself comes to take me. It's all or none. I am done playing games. I can't be at peace not knowing what my Blue is doing or even if he is alive. And I definitely can't stay with you all who only hurt me, cheated on me, got angry at me and mostly don't love me. So Jeremy, Killian and Nikolai, now you can bring your bitches at home and fuck them. Oh wait, you already brought them so mnay times. And yes, I heard those moans and those grunts, I heard you coming for someone that wasn't me. Goodbye." I said and then turned around to leave, but something made me stop.
"Munchkin, please stay for me, please." Gareth held my hand gently.
Oh Gary! I am so sorry baby...
I gave him one last hug and then walked out. I put my bags in the back seat and got into the car and started driving. Once I was out on the road, I revved the car and went on full speed.
Hey lovelies, sorry for late update. Hope all are good....
What do you think has happened to Vaughn? What will happen now that Aurora has left??
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