the emo one || harry lewis

⋆｡°✩CHAPTER 6✩°｡⋆

AUGUST 19TH


I wake up in a unfamiliar bed, the pillow was to hard and the mattress was to stiff. It takes me a second before I open my eyes, the bright florescent lights blinding me.

Where the fuck am I?

It only takes me a second after sitting up to realize I was in the hospital. Why was I here? I try to grasp any memory from last night, nothing. I examine my surroundings, a IV machine is hooked up to me, as well as a rebreather machine which is over my mouth, pumping oxygen for me. I remove the mask and move so I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, grasping the IV machine for support as I get up. I walk out of my room and into the hallways, shivering in my thin hospital gown. I walk down the hallway and follow the signs towards the cafeteria, my stomach grumbling like an impatient child.

As soon as I get there I realize I have no cash on me. I groan, feeling to weak to walk back to my room so I shuffle over and grab one of the free waters on the counter and plop myself on one of the chairs that reminded me of the ones back at school. I weakly twist the cap off and chug the bottle, not knowing how thirsty I actually was until I started drinking, finishing the whole bottle in one go and throwing it out, shuffling back towards the cold hallways.

I walk for about 5 minutes until I admit to myself that I'm lost. I look around and see a nurse putting on gloves. I drag my bare feet across the floor until I'm infront of her, catching her attention right away.

"Hey sweetie, do you need help with something?" Her voice is sweet and welcoming, making me comfortable right away. "Hi, yes uhm I'm lost" I admit. She smiles at me, motioning me to lift my arm up which I comply right away. She examines the bracelet on my arm before looking back up at me, the smile never leaving her face.

"Right this way" She says, placing a gentle arm around me for support and slowly walking beside me, never rushing me. "What's your name?" I ask, looking at her. "I'm Estelle, I actually was your nurse helping you when you came in" She says, making eye contact with me.

"What am I in here for? I don't remember anything from the last 24 hours" I ask, not sure if she will tell me. "Oh sweetie" She says, sadness and sympathy lacing her words. We reach my room and I sit back on the bed, her in the chair next to the bed. "You were drugged" She tells me, placing her hand over mine, "W-What..?" I stutter, still confused. "From what your boyfriend tells me-"

"Boyfriend?" I interrupt, even more confused. "I don't a boyfriend?" I say, almost as a question. "Harry?" She asks, why would Harry say he was my boyfriend? Or maybe did she assume he was?

"Well, Harry told me that you were talking to someone, and he drugged you and uhm.." She hesitates to finish her sentence. "He tried to sexually assault you" She finishes, looking at me sympathetically.

I burst out in tears, her arms immediately wrapping around me, reassuring me as we sway slightly, tears still rolling out of my eyes. We sit there, me sobbing and her holding me, the world feels non existent outside of this room, non existent out of this problem.

Suddenly the door bursts open, Simon and Talia entering. When they see me Talia runs up to me, cradling me in her arms. Estelle backs away, letting Talia basically tackle me. My tears don't stop, now transferring onto Talia's jumper. Before I know it, all of our friends are crowding around me, a big group hug forming in this small hospital room.

We sit like that for a minute, before I lay back down and everyone spreads out across the room, having their own side convos while I talk to Talia, Freya, Faith, and Estelle, who the girls seem to be getting along with. Talking with them like normal makes me feel comforted, forgetting about what happened last night.

"Why did you say that harry was my boyfriend earlier?" I ask Estelle. "That's what he told the doctors he was" I look at her, even more confused before focusing on Talia, who should know why. "Doctors wouldn't let him in if he was just a friend." Talia explains, looking at faith weirdly before looking back at me. I'm about to look around but Freya quickly starts talking to me again, distracting me.

"Why are you guys acting so weird?" I question, squinting my eyes at them. "What do you mea-" Faith says before being interrupted. "Harry got arrested" Talia blurts, clearly to loud because everyone glances at her. "Harry got arrested because he assaulted the guy who tried to- uhm" Talia pauses, not wanting to say it. "They guy who drugged me." I continue for her. "Yeah him. He got arrested under assault, possibly attempted murder depending on what the doctors say. The guy is under evaluation right now." Talia tells me, wrapping an arm around me.

"He did that, for me?" I mutter, my eyes turning glossy. Talia nods, sending me over the edge again, tears falling from my eyes again. All the girls coming over and wrapping their arms around me.

So many feelings are filling me up. Confusion being the main one. Harry almost killed a man, for me? I didn't know he cared about me like that. He could go to jail for years, for me? Why would he do that, we have only had like, 5 proper conversations.

"Sorry to crash this moment, but Amaya needs to go for an sexual assault evaluation, so can everyone please go to the waiting room" Estelle announces, everyone saying bye and leaving, the room suddenly as empty as it was when I woke up. I turn to Estelle, who has her hand out to help me up. We shuffle down the halls, passing many other doctors and patients. We reach the room and I am instructed to lay down on a table for a body scan.

This is gonna be a confusing week.

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