𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗥𝗬 𝗕𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗦𝗢𝗠 .ᐟ m.s

₊ ˖˚ෆ ｡⋆𝓭𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷⁰⁰³

𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐌 🕯️˖˚ ｡⋆ ᥫ᭡

pt. 3 ...... ❛ 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 ❜

( happiest year , jaymes young )

˗ˏˋ recap :: when Camilla think's too hard about Oliver and their memories together, she starts to cry and break down. So, Matt, her childhood friend, comforts her and becomes a shoulder to cry on 'ˎ˗

𖡡 forest hideout.

7:46pm at night...

   Time seems to slow as we stare at each other in silence.

His eyes seem so beautiful in the overcast of dark moonlight that peaks through the trees overhead. His eyes are a dark blue and are filled with curiosity. Mine tear filled and red stained. A beautiful contrast.

I sigh, my breath reverberating within my heart.

"Please, Camilla. Tell me what's wrong. It's...Oliver, right?" he says gently and I look away from him. I look to the leaves falling in the distance, finding their resting place on the muddy ground.

Hearing Oliver's name feels like an ax to my heart. Every syllable is like a different type of horrible emotion wound inside me. Anger, sadness, guilt, unease, unhappiness, and unknowing.

I look back into Matt's eyes. "It's..." I swallow a lump in my throat, willing the words out of my mouth, "yeah, it's Oliver. I-i...gosh, sorry, i'm a mess" I say with a shaky voice, thoughts scattered.

"Camilla. It's okay. I want to understand. Take as much time as you need," he says with kind eyes, waiting for a response.

I sigh, collecting my thoughts. "I guess I'm sort of happy he's dying this way. Well, I'm not happy at all actually. But I'm just glad we aren't parting because he cheated on me or something like that..." I look away for a moment.