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The battle was pretty intense, and we lost Arin. It took us a while to get ourselves back together, and well, we got some good out of it. Kai's back and so is Bonzel, so not completely lost. We found Jay, and while I've never met Jay and Nya's saddened by what's happening to him, we are glad to see that he's still in one piece.

After I was declared the winner of the source tournament and was given a medal and everything, I definitely didn't deserve that. I mean without Lloyd I wouldn't have been able to finish, and as annoyed as I got with him waking us up early to train and all that, Lloyd has really taught me that It's important to train because you never know what's going to happen and to always be ready, and he helped guide me through the torment. Lloyd deserved to win that thing, and he's much better than I'll ever be.

Afterwards we helped clean up a bit, and we thanked everyone for helping fight Ras, and the forbidden five, and while we didn't win they really helped us with fighting against them, and we got to imprison Cinder and Bleckt.

We went back to the bounty, and we took Euphrisha with us. We figured we might as well take her back until she's rested to head back to the cloud kingdom. We didn't have quite enough beds, because we were on the bounty still heading back to the monastery, so Kai and Cole went out to the couch. I slept on Jay's old bed and Euphrisa took Kai's bed, and Wyldfyre took Cole's. Lloyd said later they will work on getting us all beds. We all headed to bed.

During the night I woke up from somebody screaming, and I bolted up, and quickly Nya was taking Lloyd out of the room, and they both looked exhausted. From that I don't really know what happened, but Lloyd must have had a freak out seeing how Nya was practically carrying him out.

I quickly followed after them, and asked Nya what was wrong when Lloyd went to lay with Kai. "Nya what happened is he okay? Why was he screaming what happened?"We were in the kitchen, and Nya looked at me for a second. "Just a bad night" Nya replied short and then began staring over at Lloyd and Kai.

Kai was rubbing Lloyds back as he cried into Kai's shoulder, and I've never seen Lloyd like this before. Normally he's calm, cool and collected, but right now he doesn't even look like he could stand up.

"Was it another Vision?"I asked "or did something else happen?"Nya again was zoned out for a minute, and that's not normal for her either. She's usually sharp, and Nya always seems to have everything planned and knows how to go about every plan. "Yeah... a vision." I instantly felt that was a lie, and she didn't even try to cover it.

I figured I wasn't going to get anything out of her, and this is annoying, and yes the ninja's are doing a great job at training me, and I'm so very grateful for that, but they have so many secrets. I mean Lloyd didn't even tell me about his bloodline until he needed to, and I would have liked a little heads up. Lloyd is always whispering with Nya and Kai, and I wanna know what's going on there. I even think that Wyldfyre knows more than me, and that's because one time I walked in when they were whispering in Lloyds room, and he seemed freaked out and when Wyldfyre started talking he shushed her. WHY WOULD YOU SUSH SOMEONE UNLESS YOUR HIDING SOMETHING.

At first I didn't want to be nosy, and I didnt want to instantly demand them to tell me their life story, but now I feel like I'm trusting them completely and they aren't even telling me things, and It makes me wonder about what exactly they are hiding, or how many half truths they are making me believe.

Then I decided something, now would be a completely inappropriate time to confront Lloyd, so I'll ask him tomorrow. I want to know exactly what he's hiding, or at least why he's not telling me. Because we lost Arin, and with that we need to come together, and we can't lose anyone else, and to be able to do that I need to know what's happening around me.