Various Kpop GG Oneshots

karina - she calls when she's sad

a/n: not my best work, ikik. just haven't been super motivated to write. i posted why on my profile it's kinda pathetic😭

this chapter deals a lot with insecurity. please know that no matter what, you are beautiful. never doubt yourself!

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you have no idea how you did it.

but you did it.

little twelve year old you would be so proud of you right now.

you've had a crush on the same girl, yoo jimin, since elementary school. around third grade, she looked at you, smiled, and asked if you would like to play four square with her and the rest of her friends.

with those simple words, your fate was sealed forever.

jimin grew up into an amazing young woman. you've known her pretty much her whole life, from third grade, up until now, both of your senior years.

and, believe it or not, you asked her on a date, and what's even crazier, she said yes.

you called your best friend, ryujin, practically screaming at the top of your lungs that day. you have no idea how you did it.

you're incredibly lucky.

except for one thing.

"what the hell am i gonna wear tomorrow?!" you exclaim, suddenly sitting up in your bed.

your date with her is tomorrow. you've planned out roughly what you want to do, but somehow, this one crucial detail slipped your mind.

you rip your closet doors open, and go through all your clothes.

"no, this color looks terrible on me."

you discard the garment onto your bed.

"this barely fits!"

you threw it onto your bed.

zipping up a jacket you used to love, you realize it doesn't look good on you anymore. you swore this thing used to look amazing.

it's a black and red ferrari racing jacket, cropped right at the waist, and, ever since you got bright red underlights dyed into your hair, it matches your hair perfectly.

so why doesn't it look good on you?

discouraged, you take it off.

it's alright. you have a million other options.

your black cardigan.

"nah."

that collared shirt that, in the words of ryujin, made you look like a really hot dude?

"the sleeves are too short."

maybe a dress?

"ugh! i look terrible in this too!"

you've tried on practically everything in your closet. all of your clothes messily decorate your bed and the floor.

maybe it's not your clothes that are the problem.

maybe it's you.

"ugh. shut up. don't think like that."

but you can't help but think like that. you're going on a date with yoo jimin! she's perfect. every one of her outfits is amazing. her face is flawless, down to the last detail. her body is one you would kill to have. you can't pick her up looking like anything less than perfect!

you take one final look at yourself in the mirror, and feel a bit sad.

horrible thoughts circulate your brain. they keep telling you that you're not good enough for her.