Stray Kids OneShots!!!

Falling Up (Bad Ending)

Characters: Seungmin, Jisung, Chan, Felix, Changbin, Minho, Hyunjin, Jeongin, random SkzStaff Members ig
TW: Suicide, Swears
A/N: This one will have three different endings. A bad one (this one), a better but not great one and a good one. So uhhhh if u wanna cry just read this one :) cuz I completely cried while writing it

Seungmin looked out the car window numbly.

He told himself that he'd do it today.

He told himself many other days that he'd do it too.

He was really gonna do it today.

He'd debated telling Jeongin about everything. What he does, feels, wants to do, is GOING to do...

But he knew if he told someone, especially someone that cares as much as Jeongin, he wouldn't be able to carry on.

And he didn't wanna think about if he could carry on with everything.

He wouldn't be able to take it.

"Seungmin? Seungmin? Hey, you okay? Seung?"

"H-Huh?" Seungmin pulled himself back to reality as he realized someone had been saying his name.

"You okay?" Chan asks.

"Yeah, yeah," Seungmin replied. "I'm fine,"

"Okay... You sure?"

"Yeah."

"But you seem kinda off-"

"I said I'm fucking fine."

There was silence for a moment. 

"So... Did you meet any awesome fans at the fan meet?" Jisung asks. "One that I met gave me this stuffed HanQuokka that they crocheted!"

"Aww that's so cute!!!" Jeongin says, taking the stuffed HanQuokka to look at.

"Well," Seungmin searched his head for something he remembered from the fan meet. Other than the bad parts. And the parts where he was too hyped up on drugs that he didn't remember. Finally, he remembered one. "There was this fan that came up to me. They were wearing a bunch of Stray Kids merch but for the most part, it was just my merch. Like, my jersey number, PuppyM stuff, dog hat, etc, etc... They came up and we just started talking and, other than them asking me to sign a couple things at the beginning of the conversation, they talked to me and treated me like a normal person or, say an old friend, rather than an idol they'd never met before. It was nice to be treated normally, to be honest. They were really nice."

"Nice," Minho responds.

"Anyone else have good experiences today before I ask about bad ones?" Chan asked.

"I have one!" Felix says. "So, around the beginning, a cute, young boy, about thirteen-fourteen, I think, came up to me with his... Aunt, I think he said. And he was all nervous but he told me that I was his gay awakening and then he thanked me for just existing because when he wants to just give up, I'm the reason he doesn't."

"Aww that's so sweet!" Jisung and Jeongin say in unison, then laugh at their sincrozation.

"Okay, now... Bad experiences?" Chan asks. "Other than that hate group we know was there that came up to every one of us. Was anyone harassesed or anything? We had more staff this time because of what happened at the last fanmeet."

Everyone shook their head and there were various 'no's and 'nope's until Hyunjin spoke.

"There was one moment when someone touched my ass, but when the staff and I turned around to see who it was, there was a group of girls, so we couldn't tell who did it. The staff took the whole group away though." He said. "That's all."