Schooltrip On A Very Special Cruise

Chapter 8: Do I even want to hold it?

On the first day Emma and Billy had gone around the ship with their parents, of course the activities they did weren't all that interesting. Ok the Aquatic show was pretty epic (It was just barely short enough and with enough pauses to not have any accidents and wet their pants), but besides that they had seen so much cool stuff that they wanted to try but couldn't yet as they were walking around with their parents. Emma and Billy were dying to check out the VR and Arcade sections for example.

On the second day at Lunch their parents had agreed they could go and explore the ship with just the two of them, so they happily started to explore once they were done eating.

They tried out the VR which was super cool, it supported multiplayer as well which started out to be super fun! Although they quickly stumbled on one annoying problem, they had already drunk quite a lot before starting the VR session and both had to pee every half an hour or so because of the effect of the drug. By the time they both got through the tutorial and accustomed to the controls they had to pee pretty badly already. Halfway through the first level of shooting zombie waves they had to pause and go find themselves a toilet.

Which they noticed wasn't as easy as the day before, both were getting pretty desperate as the first one they found was closed with a red light above it.

"Great" Billy sighed. "Ok lets hurry up and find another one with a green light."

They speed walked further looking out for the next toilet, as they quickly found another one, and this time with a green light! They quickly hurried towards it and got in line, just 2 people in front, one person goes in and the light suddenly switches to red, locking the entrance.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now!" Billy almost yelled, "What is this timing even?"

"I don't know how much longer I'll be able to hold" Emma said squirm-ish, "My bladder hurts"

"Just... hold on a little longer, lets check next toilet" Billy said while checking on his phone, they had an app with a whole map of the ship with the layout, toilets included. But of course they don't show if they're red or green.

They hurried to the next one, and to their relief it was still green but with a small line for the women.

Billy apologized to Emma for leaving her in the line and went inside. Now Emma was standing alone in the line with her hands in her crotch squirming, she really was close to her limit.

Since they had the first closed toilet and went looking for another one Emma had been thinking about what Chloe, Luna and her brother had said back in the train and the little food shop. "If your bladder starts to feel uncomfortable or even hurt, just let go", And oh boy did she want to let it go in her shorts.

Of course she knew that their advice had been for when she was inevitably going to wet herself, but now she was only meters away from a toilet.

She was thinking of putting on her dress this morning, so if she happened to pee her panties it wouldn't be noticeable for her parents. But she knew the possibility was high they would try out the climbing wall on the ship's deck, so she went with the light fabric shorts instead.

Two more people in front of her.

She was trying to hold as best as she could, she couldn't pee herself here, it would be way too embarrassing. In the train it was different, there was simply no way out, unless she had dropped her pants and squatted but she absolutely hated that idea, especially with that many people around, she felt too exposed.

With the comforting of the others, peeing in her pants on the train wasn't nearly as bad as she had imagined, the last one she honestly had really enjoyed.

Another reason she absolutely couldn't pee in her pants right now is that during lunch her parents had hammered on Billy that he needed to take care of her and her bathroom needs so she wouldn't get another 'accident'. And she had heard Billy promise that, so for his sake she can't have an accident right now.

One more person in front of her, when suddenly the woman before her turns around and tells her she doesn't need to pee that badly yet and she can go in front of her. She thanked her profusely as just someone else exits so she immediately runs in, gets into a cubicle, yanked her pants down and drops on the toilet as she finally relieved herself and her torrent of pee unleashed in the toilet.

Emma was impressed with herself not having an accident in this situation, she normally never has accidents but still, this one was really close. She hadn't pee in her pants yet since entering the ship, well... except when they had just boarded the ship.

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They had just boarded the ship and gone through the check in. (it took longer because by bad luck they had chosen the line where a Karen was complaining for several minutes)

Emma's dad and Billy didn't need to pee as they had picked out a tree outside before boarding on the ship, but she and her mother needed to pee pretty badly, especially her mother. She was already squirming in the waiting line absolutely cursing the Karen for making it longer than need to be.

Emma was starting to wonder if she would see her own mother have an accident soon, she wasn't very worried about her own predicament though, even if she needed to pee pretty bad.

She was still wearing her pink sweatpants that she had peed in previously. They still had the stain from the two previous wettings, although they had faded quite a bit by now, the stain from her first wetting a bit more than the last one.

She also wasn't too embarrassed about the state of her pants as between all the people she could see, she noticed there was quite a good amount of people that visibly have had accidents.

Lets be honest, her pants had already endured two full wettings so a little bit of extra pee in them wouldn't matter at this point she thought. So Emma was cheeky and released a spurt in her pants every few minutes, she had to concentrate not to release too much as it would be noticeable, but this way she could reduce the pressure on her bladder a bit. And most of all, she was enjoying the small spurts of liquid warmth, even though her pants had dried quite a bit on the walk to the ship they were still moist anyway.

They finally made their way to their room, her mom had said she was going to go on the toilet in the room so they hadn't looked for one on the way there, but right now she looked like she could lose control any second.

When they finally entered their room her mom saw to her absolute horror that the toilet was separate and closed with a red light on the top.

"You can't be serious right now, how is the toilet in the room off limits?!" She was franticly looking around for an answer to her imminent accident, there was the shower of course.

Her mom came to that conclusion but it was too late, Emma could see how there were drops falling down from under her dress and streams going down her legs as lost control. She ran into the bathroom to go stand in the shower with her husband following her to see if he could help.

"I still need to pee as well!" Emma shouted after them.

She got completely ignored however, Emma didn't see the rest but she assumed her mom completely soaked her panties.

Emma and Billy looked at each other, they had just seen their mother have a full on accident in front of them and that was definitely new for them. As their parents were busy in the bathroom Emma and Billy started to check out the room, it was a room specifically for families with kids.

Billy noticed the pamphlet and read it out loud so his sister could hear it as well. Emma her interest peaked when Billy read the part about the bed having the same system in build as the seats in the train.

"Neat, we have a separate room?" Emma said as she entered the small bedroom with 2 beds.

Emma dragged her luggage into the room and put it on her bed as she started to unpack her own suitcase, Billy did the same.

Emma's own need to pee immediately came back now that she was standing still, she went over the situation in her head. The toilet is a no go... there's a shower she could technically pee in but that's obviously being used by her own mother who peed herself (a grin came on her face thinking about it) and of course, she could further pee her sweatpants...

Her heart started beating faster as she came to the logical conclusion that her pants were the best option. Just when she thought that Billy spoke up.

"Hey didn't you need to pee as well? you must be pretty desperate by now?" Billy asked,

"Yes I'm bursting." She answered, a little bit shy she continued, "I'm wondering if i should just pee in my pants again, and I just hope our parents don't get mad."

Billy could see her sad puppy eyes when she said the last part (he knew she was good at the sad puppy eyes). As he also thought about the situation.

"Honestly I think peeing your pants is not that bad of an option considering everything, they're still wet anyway I imagine? If you don't mind it at least."

Emma shrugged "I've peed these pants two times by now, why would I care if I do it again?"

Billy glanced at Emma's pants, "Doesn't look like that's two times sis, there's a darker shade of pink there, pretty sure that's not from the train ride!" he laughed as he knew he had caught his sister.

Emma laughed as well, she knew she was caught red handed but she wasn't bothered by it, it was fine because she knew her brother wouldn't snitch to her parents.

"It's ok if you want to go in your pants, shower will be occupied for a bit longer I think but I'm not sure what mom and dad are going to say though, I'll tell them you couldn't hold it anymore and had an accident." Billy reassured her.

Emma didn't need more reassuring then that as she really was bursting to pee, and right now she actually didn't mind the idea of going in her pants, they were wet anyway, she might as well enjoy it.

She relaxed for a brief moment and immediately a spurt escaped, enjoying the feeling once more, she had noticed that letting out spurts of pee in her pants like this was fun as well instead of letting everything out at once.

She continued unpacking her suitcase, she grabbed her favourite sweatpants that she had brought, they were red with Superdry on the side in white colours. She put it in the little closet behind her, meanwhile letting out another spurt in her panties.

Next she went for some socks as she squatted and put those in the drawer under her bed, she let out another spurt. She got back up and took some shirts out to put in the closet, she let out another spurt, she felt a streak of pee run down her thighs now. She was really enjoying this little game she was playing.
While unpacking Emma started peeing more and more, enjoying the sensation while doing so.

Meanwhile Billy had been unpacking his own suitcase on his bed on the other side of the little room. He could see how his little sister was slowly peeing herself, obviously he knew she was doing it on purpose, which he personally didn't mind, but he also noticed how she got completely absorbed in her little game she played. He grinned but didn't say anything.

By the time Billy was halfway through his suitcase he saw how Emma paused and froze in place, a moment later her expression softened and her pants started glistening from wetness, her pants getting fully soaked from top to bottom as she was now fully relieving herself in her pants.
Emma enjoyed the sensation of feeling her warm pee flow down her legs.

After she let out the last few drops she started to inspect the damage on her pants, and of course as expected her pants had gotten completely soaked once again, she knew it wasn't allowed what she had just done, especially because she had done it on purpose but yet she didn't feel any remorse as it had felt amazing! This was now the 4th time today that she had wet her pants, she almost giggled thinking how this had been her favourite wetting so far.

Just as Emma had finished a few seconds later their dad came into the room, Emma switched to her sad puppy face in the blink of an eye.

"Emma, did you pee yourself again?!" Her dad sounded disappointed,

"I'm sorry I really needed to pee before but then mom had her accident and there was no toilet..." Emma stammered,

They briefly argued for a moment when Billy chimed in like a true teenager disagreeing with his dad,

"Seriously what was she supposed to do? Even mom had an accident, there's no toilet and the shower was occupied, she had an accident just like mom." Billy explained,

Their dad calmed down quite quickly, "Ok I'm sorry, I should've done something when I heard you shout." Their father said apologetic, "You don't have to feel bad about it, Mom is done with the shower so you can go next."

Emma nodded, still with sad puppy eyes she took some fresh panties and pants and went to the shower.

She was starting to really enjoy her new found naughty game and was secretly hoping she was going to get more chances to experiment with it.

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Emma's stream finally subsided while sitting on the toilet, her bladder was aching from the holding. She didn't like the feeling as she felt like she had hurt her bladder doing so. She couldn't help but think how much better it would've felt if she had just let go in her pants on purpose.

She thought back on her last wetting that she had enjoyed so much, that's been over a full day ago by now she realised.

She exited her cubicle and while washing her hands she was pondering over some things.

- Her brother, Luna and Chloe were right, holding for too long can hurt your bladder and it feels bad, she had found out that letting go in your pants on purpose felt way better.

- She's shy and it's really embarrassing if other people would see her wet pants, and definitely if they would catch her in the act. Although it's not that embarrassing if other people around her have or had accidents as well.

- Her brother doesn't seem to be too bothered with her wettings, as long as it's within reason. He probably wouldn't be as understanding if she would do it fully on purpose whenever she felt like it though.

- And last but not least... she realised she loves the feeling of peeing in her clothes.

She was done washing her hands and she started walking towards the exit as she could still feel her bladder ache. She had decided that she didn't want to hurt her bladder like this again.

Emma decided she didn't want to let herself get this desperate anymore... and next time it would happen, she would seriously consider to just let go in her pants on purpose.

And enjoy it...