never seen you before. (Kylia ❤️💙)

❤️ - part 3 - i didnt know

Kylie's pov

i woke up as a fucking mess my hair all tangled and just a stuff all over the floor like uno pictures of people who we would talk shit with my phone was going off for the past minute until my mom opened the door

"hey you better clean that mess up also i will be at home for the rest of the day" my mom warned i just nod and sit up she slowly closes the door I start cleaning I check the time "6:30 am" school started in 1 and a half hour I didn't think much off it and I just started to take a shower I got out and started to get ready I get a text from ruby "hey you wanna go to the bus or you want me to pick u up I only have Dara rn the guys are- idk." I texted back "can you pick me up thanks ruby." "Yeah okay im coming just get ready I will bang on your door" "please don't my mom is here" "okay okay fine" I got ready I was wearing all grey grey sweatpants then a grey hoodie then black and red nike shoes I heard a knock I quickly went down stairs I hear my mom yelling at my brother for skipping high school i sigh then leave out the door soon ruby starts driving

"So your mom how is she?" Ruby asked
"Well she's just been mad. And grumpy I guess."
"Hey the group is here for you. Also kylie your going to meet Morgan just please be nice?"
"At this point sure"

We got to school and in math class I saw that girl what's her name? Morganatic? No.. OH Morgan! Dara called her over soon they both start talking I was overwhelmed by my mom I just wish she would calm down. i remember when I was 8. They would yell at each other I sometimes think my dad will leave us for gambling. It sounded like he did maybe that's why my mom is mad all of the time maybe I'm like this way. My brother had the most pain getting hit one time my brother got stabbed in the arm by my dad who was drunk and came home form the bar I see hand waving in my face

"Earth to Kylie???" Dara said worried Morgan was just smiling at me

"Oh sorry- just thinking also hello Morgan"

"Hi Kylie! I'm so happy to meet you. You know I wanted to be a actor? I mean I heard of acting classes we can go together if you want" Morgan said clearly happy with my feelings about acting

"Well yeah I was going to sign up. But sure why not."

The bell rang the teacher yelled at us to get out everyone starts leaving during lunch I sat down with morgan Dara peder and Joshua then ruby

"oh my gosh hii morgan!" Ruby clearly happy to meet her

"Hi ruby!" Morgan said back Dara started talking shit and drama some of it was funny some really bad. I didn't mind it I love drama i felt like my head was in clouds but after school my mom started to yell at me about something I didn't do my brother started to back me up

"She didn't do anything! I promise mom she's the best at taking care of me-"

she yelled "NO SHUT UP YOUR NOT EVEN SMART TO EVEN SAY WORDS I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU YOU LITTLE SHIT FUCKING LEAVE"

"NO LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE YOUR NOT EVEN HOME-" the two start fighting I was behind my brother i start tearing up my mom started to laugh at me crying my brother taken me upstairs "it's okay I'm here to back you up." My brother smiled i try to breath but it was shaky my brother sighed and put me in my bed sitting up he was on the side of the bed "listen mom and dad- haven't been okay with each other- I guess. Something happened that you don't wanna know." My brother let out I was confused what did he mean by that? "Know what?" "I have to tell you when your 20." "Im 17 I can know this!" I snapped at him standing up he slowly did the same "listen kylie I- know. I love you as a sister and you know that. Just leave it for now maybe I will tell you soon enough." He said then closed the door behind him i quickly locked the door i got a shoe box form underneath of my bed

I picked up the blade seeing old blood on it i remember when ruby told me to stop but I did but when bad moments happened I can't help my self it's like my hands are not in my control I start doing self harm now blood on the floor and my scars were brand new now. Ruby started to call I picked up but not FaceTime. "Hey Kylie so I know today is Friday but do u wanna go to the David Buster'z I have been telling about?" "Sure.." my voice shaky I think ruby got on to me and she sighed "are you doing self harm?" She asked I didn't say anything "hey girl me and Dara are on the way you can talk to us on the ride to busters love you." "Love you too" "clean the blood so you don't stain your clothes" she said I ended the call my heart heavy I hated when I got this feeling I got a rope to climb down form my room I told my brother to hold it as I go down ruby got to my house I opened the window my brother held on for dear life as I climbed down I gave a thumbs up to my brother he did the same he started to put the rope away in my room I got in rubys car and started to talk about my problems ruby helped me also Dara but she was half asleep again jeez Dara didn't get much sleep I could tell she didn't I was wearing baggie jeans then a Jersey with the number "19" on it a girl tapped on ruby shoulder holy fuck

It was maila.

"MAILA?" Ruby yelled maila nodded and her eyes quickly met mine "oh my gosh hi my name is maila i heard so much about you form ruby." She said I smiled holy shit "hi my name is Kylie-" "well I'm just here with Bryce- you guys wanna see hi-" I quickly left to a picture Booth I didn't want her to talk about anything about Bryce the one that threw eggs at my house the one who would bully and hit me all of the time making me feel like a piece of shit hell no.

Rubys pov (small pov)

I sighed I didn't know how to make Kylie feel any better I mean. She is a good friend and caring about friends it's just her pass is just going with her."what happened with Kylie and Bryce?" Maila said confused i told her about all the things maila looked at her boyfriend who was playing basketball with I think his friend and a other girl with blond hair but was really dark maila quickly started to go to Kylie Dara smiled at the look of maila running to Kylie "I can tell maila is really going to like Kylie." "I think they are going to date just watch." I said crossing my arms Dara started to laugh peder and Joshua and Morgan got here and we all started to go get cards one for Kylie but we were waiting for her

Kylie's pov

I was crying and I see someone opening the curtains of the booth I quickly looked away from my right "hey." Maila said my heart dropped when I heard her voice "what do you want." I said now looking down "I'm sorry about Bryce I didn't know. He also does stuff with me you know." Maila said now fidgeting I look at her she was looking down "what does he do?" My voice worried about maila "he would touch me- you know." Maila said clearly uncomfortable about the conversation I hugged Maila "im so sorry." Maila started to cry "he would make fun of my weight and my body I just hate it." Her voice quiet I held her hand out the booth I quickly found ruby and let Maila hang out with the rest of the group I saw him and his two friends my hand curled into a fist as I started to walk to him he turned when I was behind him I aimed for his face some of the people were watching and maila and ruby and the others my fist hit his nose his blood spitting on the floor he looked up shcoked but yet pleased "well well isn't it kylie!" He picked up the axe form one of the games holy shit but his friend stopped him "woah bro chill.." his friend mumbled he taken the axe form his hand he quickly tried to punch me but I blocked it and punched the side of his stomach he almsot fell down I kicked his stomach making him fall I put all of my rage and force into his punch to his face now his mouth bleeding and one of his tooth on the floor I kicked him in the penis "fuck off dickhead" maila came up behind me and saw him passed out "what the fuck did you do?!" I helped you I said crossing my arms she hugged me I hugged her back ruby taken a picture of us hugging I hit Ruby in the head soon he try's to get hit me but lefts leaving maila forgetting about her she sighs "and he was my ride.." she mumbled "you can join me and Dara and Morgan and ruby" I smiled ruby nodded for two hours we were playing but it was 9 pm maila needed to go home during the ride to mailas I asked for her number

"Sure let me have your phone!" She said she was in the middle of the back seat Morgan was sitting on the other side I was sitting on the right she put " maila 💙" as a name for her on my phone I smiled and she changed mine into "Kylie ❤️" I smiled and we got to her house her house was big. I opened the door for her she smiled and got off and thanked me and everyone else I got in everyone started saying "OOOO KYLIE AND MAILA!" They said happy about this ship I shake my head "I'm not even gay?" "You will find out later I swear" Dara said laughing