ꨄ︎❤︎ꨄ︎ Felix x Y/n ꨄ︎❤︎ꨄ︎ |Miraculous|

🦋Again..🦋

I want to apologize. To tell him I'm sorry for snapping like that and saying things like that. But I can't, I can't show him that I'm scared of the cold look in his eyes.

"You want me to, huh?" Felix says as he gives me a small shove against the wall. It hurts my back. Don't. Don't grunt.

"You didn't seem to mind when it was pressed on top of you!"

"B!tch. Don't forget what I did for you."

Did for me? Is he serious? All he did was give off mixed signals! And that is not something I'm gonna be grateful for! I want to speak, but I shut my eyes as I get thrown to the ground by Felix. This time, I can't hold back the grunt of pain that escapes my lips.
How did I ever think he'd change for me? He's heartless, I bet he'll always be. The necklace he got me is still dangling down my neck, until his foot prrsses me further down, causing the necklace to shatter. Broken. It's broken now.

"Aw, did I break our connection?" Felix says to me with mock-sympathy.

I try to get up but my leg hurts so bad. My back too, of course. Soon Mari and Adrien show up so Felix quickly steps away.

"What happened?! Are you okay?!" Mari rushes to me immediately and helps me up.

"She's fine. I was about to help her up."

Liar. He's just like Lila. Geez, I thought me and him were a great couple but they would just fit together perfectly! We hear the bell and Mari and Adrien leave for class, so I just follow them. Felix is skipping this class again, of course. He doesn't like culture at all.

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In class
13:12

Great. We have a new assignment. Well, sort of 'assignment'. We're going to London for a week with the class, and we have to find things that are similar to what there is here in France. It sounds pretty fun, but being with a class that can't put up with eachother isn't. Apparently we're getting one big girls room and one big boys room in some private hotel. Atleast we'll have privacy then, I guess.

"Can't we just Google this inform
information?" Alya grunts.

"Nope! We have to take pictures too!" Mari speaks up, even though her head is still pressed into her diary. Atleast she understands me on that part. Writing in a diary is refreshing, and it helps you reflect on the day in my opinion. I hear Alya complaining and whining, but I also don't. I mean, I hear that she's talking, but I'm not focused on her words. I'm focused on the boy sitting on a bench outside. The boy that should be inside this classroom right now. Yup, Felix. But I can't even focus on him anymore as the door swings open. Lila.

"Oh miss, I'm so so so sorry! I was on a quick vacation to the Bahama beach with my mom!"

"The long one or the one with the black hair?" I hear Mari mutter under her breath. She knows something. But it's not my business, and I'm not interested in more of Lila's games.

Suddenly Lila falls and cries out. "Ow! Y/n, why would you do that to me? I thought we were friends...!"

Great. Knowing Miss Bustier, she'd probably sent me out. And she does. Screaming, pointing, explaining why it's unkind to trip someone, before finally getting to the point.
"OUT!! Go walk outside and think about what you've just done!"

And so I go out. Out of the class and out of the school. The boy on the bench glances at me as I walk past. The boy. I can't think of him as Felix, for some reason. In my eyes, Felix is more caring. Protective too, maybe. I sit down a few benches away from me, deep in thought.

Of course I'm not thinking about 'what I did'. I did nothing. Maybe that's the problem, but I don't know. An akuma flies right to me. What does hawkmoth want from me? This is the second time already! Is it even still hawkmoth? Don't people call him shadow moth now? Or was it Monarch?

Anyways, I don't even have enough time to think about that dude's name when the Akuma gets into my broken necklace. Hawkmoth, or whatever his name is, starts talking to me. Blahblahblah, the usual 'I'll help you, you'll help me' stuff. I can see Felix glancing at me from the side.

"Don't give in." He mouths to me. What does he care? What do I care? I'm gonna be a villain again, and this time I'm gonna do It right.

"Yes, Shadowmoth"

To note in diary: Current name: Shadowmoth.

Hearter. My villain name. It suits me though, Shadowmoth gave me the powers to make anyone's heart bend or twist the way I want. I can make them hate someone, or me, or love someone or whatever. But I'm not gonna target Felix. That'd be a waste of my time, plus he's already ran off as soon as he saw me transform into my villain form.

No, first I'm going to mess with everyone. Then I'll come for Felix. But I need to find a way to get ladybug and Chatnoir out of the way now too... Sorry Mari, I'm not failing this time.

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