Choso p.1

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a/n: hey doodles. this will be more angst than smut, but there will be a little in part 2. I was kinda just in the mood to write and this is what flowed. Some is based off a true experience I had and I lowkey cried writing this. also stream chromatopia by tyler, the creator. Happy reading <3.


I'm waiting patiently by my door, pacing and checking my phone every few minutes. Choso said he would be here at five, and it is currently ten after five, and I'm trying not to feel like I'm being stood up. Letting out an aggravated sigh, I walk to my bathroom to check my appearance for the umpteenth time when a familiar-sounding engine is heard in my driveway. 

I glance in the mirror one last time, "We're fine. It's not like we haven't seen or gone out together in a year." I laugh nervously, "I'm fucked." 

Kissing goodbye to my dog, I walk out the door and smile at the good-looking man in front of me. Choso stands in front of the passenger side door of his precious BMW that he's had for a while. He sends me a calming smile and opens the door for me, wiping away all of my worries instantly. 

I get in, giving him a friendly kiss on the cheek as a thank you for holding the door. He closes it, making his way to the driver's side, and makes his way down the road. Not a single word has been said, yet this is the most relaxed I've felt in weeks. Whether it's the refreshing cool air or his intoxicating cologne, I feel at peace. 

"So," Choso drags, "You wanna talk about it?" 

I dryly laugh, "About what? The fact that I found out my boyfriend of a year is cheating on me with the same ex he cheated on to get with me? And the fact I had to find out from the boy that I should be with but instead ghosted me for six months?" 

"You are never gonna let me live that down, are you?" He says, taking a quick glance at me. Choso sighs, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. "I told you, I had my reasons."

I scoff, crossing my arms. "Yeah, well, you could've shared them instead of disappearing. Might've saved us both a lot of trouble."

He winces, his voice softer now. "I know. I messed up. But that guy? He's not worth it. You deserve better than this."

I look away, the sting of betrayal and the awkwardness between us making everything heavier. There goes my peace. "I just don't know how I missed it. How did I not see it coming?"

Choso leans in slightly, his voice sincere. "Because you trust people. That's not a bad thing, but now you have to decide what you're going to do next."

I sigh, tears threatening to fall from my eyes. "What I want now is a milkshake," I sniffle and lean my head on the window, watching the way the world zips by. 

Choso chuckles softly, his tone lighter but still full of warmth. "A milkshake, huh? Alright, I think I can make that happen."

I give a small, sad smile, keeping my gaze out the window. "Yeah, maybe a chocolate one. With extra whipped cream and Oreo crumbles"

He makes a quick turn, heading toward the familiar diner down the street. "Extra whipped cream and Oreo crumbles, coming right up. It's the least I can do."

For a moment, the silence between us feels comfortable, almost like old times, as the weight of everything fades into the background. I close my eyes, the motion of the car soothing me, even if just for a little while.

"You know," he says quietly, "I'm really sorry about everything. Not just him, but us too."

I swallow, feeling the lump in my throat tighten. "Yeah. Me too."

No more words are said as he goes through the drive-through and orders. My mind was in a whirlwind of emotion because I was, no, I am pissed at my soon-to-be ex-boyfriend, but I am still even more mad at Choso because it was supposed to be him I was with.

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