(sorry this is a long read so please enjoy)
The street was nice, with nice houses and the people were nice too. Well, some of them. One family on the block were always fighting and screaming at each other.
The daughter of the family was a 15yr old who was a timid and quiet girl who walked around school with black head phones on, her white hair pointed in ever direction. Her hazel/gold eye darted everywhere.
Lily never really liked to talk and kinda looked drained of all colours. Her long, baggie, black jeans looked heavy around her thin hips and sagged around her combat boots, her black hoodie sagged to almost her knees and a white scarf hid the bottom half of her face.
She had always been alone, she used to talk to her self before her parents started saying something wrong with her and start force feeding her pills at the age of 5 which stopped the voices in her head and left her alone.
These pills had side effects on the young girls mind, giving her nightmares and when ever she didn't take her pills her voices came back and the nightmares went away so she tried so hard to spit them out when no ones looking.
She hadn't taken her pills on the day her life fell apart. The voices of her 'friends' started to get louder with stressed words she didn't get, each one spoke over each other in fear of something. A pain started at the back of her head as she grew an urge to do something she would never want to do.
Lily was quiet on the trip back to their house. She was silently screaming at the voice to shut up. Her brothers were arguing on who should get a stupid toy, one of them reared back to hit his twin but slammed his elbow in to Lily's face. It felt like she closed her eyes to blink but fell asleep. She just thought that the hit knocked her out but that guess was thrown out the window when she woke up in a hospital bed. She was told that she had been in a car crash and had been in a coma for four weeks her life support was kept on by her uncle.
'Wait... But I don't have an uncle.'
Lily looked down at her hand, moving it around. The nurse asked if she could feel anything and she replied truthful.
"N-no," she shuddered, bringing her hand to her neck and twitching. She had a bandage raped around her neck, arms, legs and torso all stained in blood but she felt nothing.
"i don't understand this," The doctor said.
"i don't care, where are my brothers? Where's my papa?" she asked quietly, fiddling with her fingers. The doctor looked at her with sad eyes and sighed. Lily started getting really worried. What happened when she blacked out? Did her brother get hurt? Did her dad?
"You're brother died in the crash, but your dad is fine," he said. That is the moment her world went from normal to hell.
Her mother and farther blamed her for the death of her brothers. Her farther told her that she had coursed the crash and killed her brothers before the crash, killed them with their own seat belts. Then tried to do the same to him, thats what coursed the crash. For the rest of the years she was abused and hated by her parents. The only friends she had were the voices in her head.
She walked down the halls of her high school in her normal clothing. Baggie pants, long boy hoodie, headphone around her neck. She listened to the whispers that girls said, the names boys called her.
"Hay, bitch." A girl stepped in front of Lily, her friends creating a circle around her.
"Please leave me alone, i need to go to class," Lily said, trying to past the main girl, that Lily had conformed to be the head bitch of these halls, Amanda, and her followers.
'Oh no one messes with my Lily!' One of the voices yells as Lily starts to get annoyed. Amanda shoves Lily back by her shoulder, her books scatter around her feet. Lily growls and goes to pick them up but they were rudely kicked away. She was kick in her back, her arms giving way under her and her body hit the ground. All the girls started to laugh at her and kick her more. Lily just laid there not doing anything.
"WHY ARENT YOU HURT, YOU SLUT!?!?!" Amanda yelled, noticing that she wasn't doing anything.
'Well she's stupid. Don't worry, i'v got ya.' Another voice said as Lily started to get angry. She growled and grabbed one of the girls legs, pulling her to the floor. Lucky for Lily it was Amanda's leg.
"I'm not the one sleeping around with every guy i can see, so don't call me a slut, slut," Lily whispered, her voice filled with poison. She climbed up Amanda's body and smiled creepily at her, her eyes showing through her hair, almost shining bright gold. Amanda struggled to get out from under Lily, who had a creepy grin on her face, and was reaching for her friends for help, but everyone saw the look on Lily's face and didn't even want to go close.
"I-i'm s-s-sorry, L-lily, i-i s-swear!" Amanda shivered as Lily narrowed her piercing gold eyes at her.
"I'm not Lily," she growled from the bottom of her throat.
"W-what?" Amanda gave her a confused look. She watched as Lily sighed, closing her eyes.
"I am NOT Lily!" she screamed in her face. Amanda watched as Lily opened her eyes, to her utter fear, they had darkened to a dull yellow
"But you don't need to know that," She sighed then started to beat the poor girl under her. Each punch felt so good. She started to laugh, her fists now turning red.
She continued until she was pulled off by someone. She screamed and thrashed in the persons arms, elbowing them and kicking them.The person turned her around and hugged her, to her surprise before that started running. She looked over her shoulder at the scene slowly getting smaller. There was blood every were and people were all around her calling for help.
The person who had stopped Lily from killing Amanda pushed her in to a class room telling her to jump out the window.
She was expelled and sent to a insane asylum for a year. She was forced to take her pills and spent most her days in a dark room with a straight jacket on. She screamed at night and plotted destruction during the day.
When she got out she went back to her 'home' just to be sent to a new school and abuse to continue.
"Oi, brat. Get out here and clean the floors," Her once loved mother yelled from the living room. She had one of her friends over so she was being nice for not coming in her room and beating Lily for no reason. But she still would do it, still beat her, her friend would probably help too, she was just holding back. And her dad was at work.
Lily didn't hear her mother for she was humming a song she had heard some kids play on the computer that day, she was in her own world, she thinks she heard them say the name....Carnival of rust.
She was in her world of humming and smiling in this bliss moment until it was rudely intruded by her head being smashed in to her desk.
"Did you hear me, you stupid child?!" Lily's mother yelled in to her ear. For some strange reason Lily didn't feel scared like she always did around her parent she just felt.......angry so she didn't answer her mother she just shoved her off. Her mother fell on the ground and Lily stood up with a dull expression.
"WHA-" Her mother was cut off by a kick to the face.
'See how fun it is to hurt people? Now let me take it from here....' Thats when the voice all stopped and she fell in to darkness.
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i'll post the second part next
bye
~Ash out
