Borrowed First, Chosen Last

chapter thirteen

Soo you got a glimpse of our tahir sorry MY tahirr lol ..let's see what 13holds

Zeeeyy s pov

I am a terrible human being
I am a terrible human being
I am a terrible human being

What have I done..Na shiga uku

I muttered for the umpteenth time in the estate park currently sitting on a swing under the hot sun not caring ...hey I'm not proud of my habit but sae nayi abu nake regretting especially if I made someone angry I quickly realize it and for that alone I'm grateful for my quick realization saboda not everyone does that yanzu that poor guy I just followed the devils whisperings and did the unimaginable.... what if he's not human,what if I meet him in the future and regret again, worst what if he tracks me down and makes my life miserable Ya Allah help me

I really don't know what to do .....cherry on top ??? I fought with maryaama telling her something terrible I don't even know what to do
Right i'm breathing in and out panic sets in as my chest tightens, and I struggle to breathe. My asthma is acting up, and I feel like I'm suffocating. My heart races, and my mind goes blank. I'm frozen in fear, unable to think clearly.

I try to grab my inhaler, but my hands shake, and I fumble. My vision blurs, and the world around me becomes distorted. I'm desperate for air, and my legs give out beneath me. I collapse to my knees on the rough gravel, the pain a distant sensation compared to the agony in my chest.

The panic overwhelms me, and I'm consumed by the feeling of suffocation. I try to cry out for help, but my voice is barely a whisper. The world spins, and I feel myself falling. Everything goes dark, and I blacked out

-------around 4:30p.m-------

I managed to open my eyes and the first thing I felt was a throbbing headache and my throat feels really dry...I coughed and ya Allah it feels like my throat feels like it's coated in sand paper, every breath hurts.
   I start to scan the room I'm apparently found my self in and noticed a male figure silhouette sitting on a chair at a distance and the first thing I thought was
  Subahanallahi, what if I was kidnapped
What if I'm going to be tortured slowly reason why ?? Because of the little encounter I had with that fair guy

My fright increased as my cough betrays me and and I started wheezing and coughing and tears started clouding my vision.... The person quickly stood up and placed an inhaler to my lips  and I breathed in deeply he acutated the device releasing the medication into my lungs
   The medication kicked in, and I  felt my  airways begin to relax. I took a few more deep breaths, feeling my  lungs expand and contract more smoothly my coughing fit subsided, and smiled weakly, feeling a bit more  myself.
  I tried to speak but he handled me a glass of water and I drilled it so desperately because I really needed water.
   I tried to speak yet again but he voiced out

Careful, don't force it take your time

I looked at him and his expression was normal with a hint of concern. And the same time, I found my voice

Who are you?? I asked in a polite way even though my voice sounded really weak

You don't have to worry about that right now he said someone is waiting for you
  The door flung open and maryaama  walked in looking as worried as hell

zeeeyy subahanallahi you scared me, what happened?? mae sa kika tafi inda kinsan ba lallai a ganki dawuri ba  whyy

I just burst out in tears and started crying using the sheets to dry my tears as I tried to speak in a  broken voice....ba ke ne ki-kika fara m-mun fada ba