This one goes out to @epic_playa56
Tis a fluff ❤️ Enjoy~
*Lachlan's POV*
"I just... I don't know anymore..." I spoke to Preston and Rob. My voice was filled with flat out hopelessness. I wanted to cry, but no tears would fall.
"Lachlan... It's okay to cry- we understand" Rob said quietly, resting his hand over mine. I appreciated their sympathy, I really did. These guys are both just so great. But that's the problem.
"I physically can't cry, otherwise I would be" I whispered, looking down at my lap in shame. I'm such a pussy. No wonder they don't like me. No wonder no one likes me. If it weren't because I was a pussy it would be because I'm gay.
"Lachlan, it's okay to be gay" Preston told me, glancing at Rob. "Is it though? I'm going to hell, Preston" I said. I'm frustrated, I'm tired, and I wish with everyone bone in my body that I could just be straight. But I can't.
"Being gay may be a sin but God forgives us for our sins. In God's eyes all sins are equal, lying is the same as murder as being gay. They are all sins, and they are all equal in God's eyes... Want to know another sin? Judging others. People do that to not only gays, but everyone. I can't say that I'm free of sin, because I'm not. I find myself judging others but I try to stop it" Rob ranted, gripping my hand.
Preston's leg brushed against mine. I looked up and gave him a sheepish smile, which he returned. "I understand what you're going through Lachlan... You have to remember that I come from a very religious family. But my entire family, including myself, found it in their hearts to love me. Regardless of who I want to kiss or hold hands with- they love me" Preston smiled, looking off into the distance before he turned back to me.
"Love the sinner, not the sin" He whispered, a single tear coming from his eyes. "Wait you're gay too?" I asked, wiping his tear. He smiled, nodding his head.
"Me too" Rob chimed in, reaching over me to connect his hand with Preston's. I looked between them, a smile forming on my face. There's no way something as adorable as this could be a sin.
You could see it in their eyes that they love each other. How can anyone be against love?
"Thank you" I said quietly, letting tears fall. But they weren't sad tears like before- they were happy tears.
Because Preston and Rob had taught me to not only love them, but to love myself.
Disclaimer: Alright so the beliefs expressed in this by Preston and Rob are mine and sorry if you're against it. (Although I don't know why you'd be reading this if you were...) But if you are against it please don't be rude or disrespectful in the comments.
ALRIGHT SO LEAVE COMMENTS ON WHAT TO DO NEXT LOVE YOU ALL LONG TIME BABES
Adios -ladyxmas
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The Pack (MC) One Shots
FanficBasically a bunch of one shots between pack member x pack member, pack member x other YouTuber, or pack member x reader. May contain smut, but there will also be some fluff ❤️ Feel free to make requests, they're always appreciated -ladyxmas