Eyes on me

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The first few classes go surprisingly well. I keep my head down, focus on the lessons, and try to ignore the stares. My mini skirt and high heels certainly make me stand out, and I can feel the weight of everyone's eyes on me. Whispers flutter through the room, and I know they're all aware that I'm the new girl on a scholarship. They likely think it's because of my academics, not realizing the messy reality of how I ended up here.

When lunchtime finally arrives, I grab my food from the line—plastic tray filled with unremarkable choices: a soggy sandwich, an apple that's probably more wax than fruit, and a bottle of water. I scan the cafeteria, searching for a place to sit. Just as I'm about to head toward an empty table in the far corner, a group of students approaches me.

"Hey, are you Aria?" one of them asks, her voice tentative.

I nod. "Yeah, that's me."

"We're also on scholarships," she says, smiling. "I'm Christy. This is Sarah, and that's Noah."

I glance at them, noting that I don't recognize Christy or her friends, but their friendly demeanor eases some of my anxiety. Still, I remain guarded, not wanting to divulge anything about my situation.

"Nice to meet you all," I say, trying to keep my tone light. "How's your day been?"

"It's been alright," Noah replies, shoving a fry into his mouth. "Just trying to survive the onslaught of homework from our AP classes."

"Tell me about it," Christy adds, rolling her eyes. "I swear, they expect us to know calculus and Shakespeare in the same day. What about you? How's it being the new girl?"

"It's... different," I say carefully. "I'm still getting used to everything."

Christy nods, leaning in a bit closer. "You should know about the elite table over there." She points to the back of the cafeteria, her finger hovering like it's revealing a hidden treasure. "That's where Mia sits with her friends, including Nick. He's the principal's son, and everyone wants to be in his good graces."

I follow her gaze to the table, where Mia sits confidently, her perfectly styled hair and air of authority drawing everyone's attention. She's the epitome of the queen bee, radiating a mix of charm and intimidation. Beside her, Nick is surrounded by his friends, his dark hair and brown eyes catching the light. He looks like the quintessential good boy, but there's something in his posture—the way he leans back, exuding a cocky nonchalance—that hints he's trying to project a bad-boy persona.

"Wait," I say, piecing things together. "Nick is the principal's son?"

"Yeah," Christy confirms, her eyes wide with realization. "Why?"

I can feel a knot forming in my stomach, but I can't let them see my anxiety. "Just curious," I reply, forcing a smile that feels more like a mask than a reflection of my true feelings. I refuse to reveal anything to the group about how I got here; I can't let them use it against me. The truth is too messy, too vulnerable.

"Be careful," Sarah warns, her expression turning serious. "Nick doesn't like competition."

"Competition?" I repeat, raising an eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"Let's just say he's used to being the best at everything," Noah explains, leaning back in his chair. "And he doesn't take kindly to anyone who threatens that."

"Yeah," Christy adds, a hint of concern in her voice. "He can be ruthless when he feels challenged. But don't let that intimidate you. Just be yourself."

"I appreciate the warning," I say, my voice steady. "But I'm not here to compete with anyone. I just want to focus on my studies."

"You do you, girl," Sarah says, offering me an encouraging smile. "That's what matters. Just remember, if you ever need backup, we've got your back."

"Thanks, I'll keep that in mind," I reply, feeling a warmth spread through me at their camaraderie.

After a few more exchanges, I excuse myself, deciding to find my own space rather than linger with the group. As I take my tray to the corner of the cafeteria, I glance back at Nick one last time. Our eyes meet, and for a brief moment, the world around us fades away. His expression is unreadable, but I can't help but feel that he holds some kind of power over my situation.

With my tray in hand, I sit at a table by myself, determined to find my footing in this new environment. The noise of the cafeteria is overwhelming, a cacophony of laughter and chatter that feels both inviting and isolating. As I pick at my lunch, I can't help but overhear snippets of conversations around me—plans for the weekend, gossip about teachers, the latest drama in their lives. It's all so different from what I'm used to, and a part of me longs to be included.

As lunchtime ends and students begin to shuffle out, I gather my things and make my way to my next class. The halls feel a bit less intimidating now, each step grounding me further in this new reality. I remind myself that I have a plan—one that's not just about surviving but about thriving. If I want to be a player in this game, I need to be strategic.

This is just the beginning. I'll find a way to navigate this treacherous social landscape, and when I do, I'll show them all just how capable I really am.

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