From Scared To Love. To Scared To Lose You .

Chapter No. 1

Sera's POV ;

The Day's So Boring. Urghhhh !!??

Wiping away my tears . I stood up to get to the house chores and started running errands to complete the whole work I was assigned by my mom. To be brutally honest, I was on my period and the cramps were inscrutably insufferable but do hell with whatever was happening to me because there was no one else who'd do the work. After completing my house hold work i finally sat down and screamed loudly. Now there came the work from my school which was probably to be done the same day only because I had no other choice. Cursing the universe , i opened my books and tried to focus but fuck i couldn't.

After a few minutes of suffering , i finally closed my books because my blood oxygen demand felt like it had been ceased . I layed down on the bed when Suddenly my phone popped up with a new notification and it was from none other than AVA . Yeah this bbg was one of my school mates . I thought she'd ask me to provide her with some of the work I had penned down but to my surprise she told me that there's a guy whom I want you to talk to and she swore that he's pretty nice and won't break your trust .

Yeah . My Trust ??
It was brutally broken by some people whom I loved truly and never wanted them to stab me in the back . I was really hurt because of some past traumas and My Post Traumatic Stress Disorder ( PTSD) was letting me move on . Once a thing was broken fixing it took really a great deal. My Friends Rebecca And Ava knew everything and they wanted me to let Asher ( my ex )and his memories go but it was kinda difficult for me to you know.

I just told her that I'll talk to him but babe I'm not on social media how could I ?? She told me to make a fake account but it suddenly struck my mind that I had an account with my bsf Nancy , so i opened it and texted him . The Guy was none other than Harris .
I texted him but he took a great deal of time to reply and I was freaking to impatient to wait ...

I texted him and said ;
" Would you please have the courtesy of replying??"
I was getting a little angry and felt like I wanna kill someone not because he wasn't replying but because my cramps and foul mood wasn't getting in way with a little bit of excitement and fear of talking to someone idk . And then he finally replied.

We chatted a bit and at first i didn't thought of him so high as I would had . He asked me a lot of things and I finally told him to send me his picture but that picture dropped as a bomb shell on me . Despite his pleas that he used to smoke in the past and now he's changed . I ghosted him :) . Not that i wasn't interested but that I felt he's lying because of trust issues you know. I sat down for a while and then told Ava about our conversation. Anddd book she told me to unblock him because he was saying that I need to clear things. She said he's clearly drooling over you bae atleast talk to him once . Everyone isn't same and maybe he'll prove out to be kinda different. I trusted her with my life so mmm... I unblocked him . He looked pretty handsome from what I could assume but anyways looks never impressed me. I peeked into the hearts of people but some people relished breaking them and throwing fits about you broke them first.

He finally told me that , if you'll accept me I'll prove to be the best thing that has happened to you in the whole time you were alive . I don't know what's gonna happen. I'm taking a step into this havoc again. I wish this things go into a good way and it doesn't really end up in tears and heartbreak because I won't be able to go through one more heart break because pain does make you stronger but it breaks you like nothing from the inside.

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