SAUDADE ➤ Ken Ryuguji

XIX

𝑲𝒆𝒏 𝑹𝒚𝒖𝒈𝒖𝒋𝒊 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝑬𝒎𝒎𝒂 𝑺𝒂𝒏𝒐 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒚.
𝒀/𝑵 𝑳/𝑵 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝑻𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊 𝑴𝒊𝒕𝒔𝒖𝒚𝒂 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉.
𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚?

-onu-sama-klln

The heaven had heard her cries, grieving along the young woman who just lost her beloved cousin. Y/N can't stop on crying as she hold Takashi on her arms, she can still feel him breathing.

"P-Please... Don't leave me...", Y/n whispered to him, as her tears was falling to his face.

Heavy footsteps was heard just a few meters away from them, Izana doesn't want to stop from running, so was Ran.

*Bang*

The man fell to his window car as Izana brought out his gun and shoot him in the head.

*Bang*

Y/N felt her world just stopped, her body lying on the cold ground, the rain was falling nonstop.

"Y/N!" 

"Y/N!"

"T-Takashi...", she faced the young man who was already had his eyes closed, his breathing had stopped. "Don't leave me..."

"Please, Emma! Don't leave me!", Draken plead to the young woman who didn't even dare to look at him.

"You know what Draken, you're not mine from the start...", he can't guess what she was thinking but only one thing he understood was that Emma no longer loved him.

"W-What do you mean? I'm only yours, Emma!"

"Remember L/N for me, no, for yourself.", just at the mention of 'her' name, Draken fell silent.

L/N was the first girl that made Draken's heart beat like how it would always beat for Emma.

"What about her? She was long gone anyways-", Draken looked at Emma with a confused expression.

"Y/N L/N, my bestfriend, your first lover.", Emma exclaimed with a sad smile plastered on her face.

"Y/N!", Izana kneeled beside her at the cold and wet pavement.

Ran had already called the ambulance and the others.

The young woman had her eyes closed just like her cousin, her clothes was all wet by the rain.

Izana ran his fingers through her wet and cold face, wiping the rain drops. A tear fell down his face, watching the person he loved die in front of him.

Draken fell on his knees as he heard his first love's name similar to the Y/N he just met at the bar, not long time ago.

Emma had already turned her back at him, leaving him outside her house.

"No.. It can't be...", he felt the guilt rising within him, the years he had spent with Y/N before her leaving for Roponggi, made him remember it all.

How could he not know it was Y/N all along?

Is that why Mikey hated him for what he said about her? That he needed to throw the book at him just to be in this situation?

Draken remembered the time he was so drunk after Emma breaking up with him. Y/N was there and just stopped him when he was about to drink the whole bottle of beer.

"Emma, won't like the idea of you drinking too much...", Y/N grabbed the bottle and told the bartender to keep it away from him.

Draken just looked at her with unreadable expression on his face. She didn't mind, it was her job to sober him up and get his ass back home, it was for her bestfriend, Emma, after all.

"Hey, give him some water.", she called out the bartender who immediately grabbed a glass of water.

"Y/N...", She glanced back at him who just grabbed her right arm and called her name.

Out of nowhere, he kissed her. Y/N missed those lips, the way Draken would kiss her every time he got the chance. 

This time, it was a hungry kiss, he must be thinking it was Emma who he was kissing. But deep down, Draken knew. 

He knew it was her first lover. He knew all along that it was Y/N. Maybe he was too drunk that he thinks it was just a dream and he was too scared that Y/N might leave him again.

Y/N pushed him away, using her both hands on his chest. She didn't liked the idea of betraying her bestfriend just for a boy. 

But the boy we were talking about was Draken.