A Single Tear In the Rain.(Freckled Romance Sequel.)

Good-bye Brother

Please enjoy this next book Sequel of Freckled Romance and please don't cry! Comment, vote and enjoy the chapter. Another will be up shortly. I was on vacation and I just got back home I realize how awful my posting is and to make it up to you I will make the chapters longer to make them more worth your time. Sorry for the inconvenience. c:

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Jensen's POV:

I felt my heart drop into my stomach. I didn't know what to say or how to say it. I just looked at the  black pavement on the roads and the headlights next to me pass by. Jordyn was silent, she only knew Jared for a short while and she knows how much we both meant to each other. She had to have known how much pain I have im my heart right now. I played Jared's brother and we watched each other die all the time it felt like on set, and each time the tears were real and meaningful. We have worked together for 10 years and he was my brother no matter what anyone had to say. A warm tear fell from my cheek hitting my pant leg. I could barely see through all the tears that were running down my face silently. Jordyn placed her hand on mine and lightly smiled trying to make me feel better and give me some hope, but I knew what the doctors said over the phone, I knew what was going to happen and I wasn't prepared for it.

We pulled up into the hospital parking garage. I quickly got out of the car and whipped the remaining tears off my cheek and got into the elevator pressing floor 6. He was in room E 672, Jordyn was speed walking trying to keep up with me. She was holding both our jackets and some used, bawled up tissues. Her mascara was running down her flushed cheeks, her clothes was loosely put on. Im sure I looked no better than her it was such a transition of emotions that I was feeling all at once. I was furious that Jared would do something so wreck less, I was a fucking mess to say the least. I stopped dead in my tracks as I looked up at the room number, it was his. I looked at Jordyn, took a deep breath and twisted open the door. My eyes laid upon Jared who was still, covered in bandages, and in a room filled with nurses with clipboards. The nurses quietly discuss between themselves constantly looking back at Jared who made no clear signs of him being conscious. One of the nurses was asking questions to the director and Misha who were in no condition to be pecked at for questions. You could see it on their faces that they were not listening to one word the nurse spoke as she was operating the machine Jared was hooked up to. Misha inhaled deeply and hugged himself tight trying to hold back all his emotions. The director was looking straight at Jared with a blank expression I couldn't tell if he was blaming himself or if he was trying to tune out the nurse. I looked at the tiled floor and walked over to them with a faint smile trying to make them feel like they were not the only ones going through this and that no matter what I would have there back, at least I would try to. Im not exactly strong when it comes to anything emotion a lot like Dean I bottle it all up until I explode in a frantic state. I wont make sense, all my emotions flow, I wont think rationally and worst of all I take it out on everyone that is around me. I fear for Jordyn at the moment who wont even see any of this coming, if I could control it I would gladly do so but, unfortunately I cant. "Hey man." Misha's groggy voice called to me as he put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me tightly. We both needed that feeling of togetherness. I don't know exactly how to explain it but it was like it was easier to go through when you know other people are around you going through the same things emotionally, physically, and mentally that you are. Jordyn quietly walked closer to me and sat down behind me in a chair next to all of Misha's and the director's belongings. "How is he?" I asked trying not to interrupt the nurse that was still speaking to the director who was not paying attention whats-so-ever. "He's stable...at least for now he is. They are going to run a few tests, give him a scan on his chest to check is lungs, and see if there is any internal bleeding or fluid building up. " Misha dropped his grip around me and went back to holding himself. I covered my mouth and rubbed the sides of my chin scratching against my facial hair while I let out yet another deep, painful sigh. I just didn't know what to do. It was all out of my power and all I could do is just sit and watch it all go down hill into a big shit storm. I had front row seats to watching my best friend...my brother die. The nurse looked at me and smiled with a look of relation to all of us. "We will do everything that we can. I promise you this." She walked away from the machine and pushed all the nurses out of the room to give us space. Right before she left she gave us her name and told us how to get her back in the room if we needed anything. I walked over to the other side of Jared that was now accessible since the nurses left. I looked down at him refraining from tearing up again. He looked pale, his eyes were red all around the socket, his hair a wet mess from the rain outside (im guessing) with all the wires he was connected to he looked like a robot. His right side was covered in bandages and wrapped up you could see a blood spot peering through the bandages from were he was punctured. I took a deep breath, this wall that I was building up inside me to keep strong for myself and everyone else was breaking down slowly and falling apart. Just looking at his still body made me want to scream and hit a wall. I felt a tear roll down my face I thought to myself that he didn't deserve this that it should be me there not him! He is such a good man, husband...father and my brother. He cant die..I wont let him die. I couldn't control my emotions anymore. It was too late to try to breath I leaned against the wall it was all building up inside me. I closed my eyes trying to calm myself down by taking deep breaths it sounded like I was a dog panting in the heat. "Jensen are you alright?" Misha called to me. I could hear the director start to stand up from the chair. I kept my eyes closed tightly, "Im fine, just give me a minute."  I kept trying to control myself nothing was working. I felt a soft hand touch mine, "Jensen..." Jordyn said quietly. "Get the hell off me!" I pushed Jordyn back and watched as she fell to the floor. She looked at me, her eyes wide and face full of hurt. "Stay the fuck away from me! All of you!" I stomped around Jordyn and slammed the door behind me. I cant stay here and just watch I cant just look and do nothing. Im fucking leaving.

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