Him : Pyar toh hona hi tha
She : hmm kash toda jaldi hota••••••••••••••••
Author's POV
After coming out of the ward Rajib tooked a deep breath he was feeling suffocated in that room he can't see Tanya trying to control herself not to cry in front of him he know she is not comfortable around him and he also failed to comfort her tell her he loves her that their soon to be baby is not a mistake...
He romed his hand through his pocket taking out a cigerate and lighter after burning it he started smoking remembering the day they got married .
He ignored her from the next day of their marriage maybe he was still stuck in his past when he felt for his classmate In the first year of college Pratiksha she was his first and last girlfriend they dated eachother for whole three years but when He proposed her in the last year she rejected saying that they were not made for eachother as
their community was different. Her parents would never accept for this marriage.Rajib didn't considered Tanya as his wife but just as a responsibility that his parents has gave him but even he didn't know when he fell in love with Tanya , so he started ignoring her thinking that , it can be a solution to stop himself falling for her he started focusing on his work . Thinking its just a attraction that will over if he will not face her but he was wrong
But now he got to know how much he hurted her....
Tanya 's POV
After checking my BP nurse give 's me a medicine and told me to take some rest and left .
I tooked a deep breath I am afraid how will I face mom ( Rajib 's Mom ) she will think that her son has finally accepted me but how will I tell her that her soon to be grandchildren is just at mistake for his son ....
I dont even want to confront that I felt for a guy who can't even accept his feelings and He is still stucked in his past ,
when all husband give 's her wife a gift in their first night he gave explanation about how he felt for a girl in his college I guess when he was around 20-23 and he still loves her I respect his feelings but if he was still living in his past then why the hell he married me ....
Why god why you were always so mean to me I am Pregnent with the child whom I love but why can't he feel the same what I feel for him I am not selfish but I want his love , his affection not his freaking care he shows only out of concern and just because he thinks I am his responsibility....
thinking all this I started trying while hideing my face in a cushion
Why I am so weak I dont want to look pathetic I was never like this before, I am only living with him because I LOVE him and so because of the promise that happened between our mothers .
Author 's POV
It was 1:25 and Tanya was eating fruits because Rajib told her to finish that . while now Rajib started scrolling through his mails related to office .
Suddenly a knock happened on the door and Mariyam and kazi entered (Rajib 's Mom and dad) , Tanya face lit up seeing Mariyam
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Romance# collection of short stories Khwahish { to live more with you }