Hey my someone,
kya kr rhe ho ..do you keep track of what happens day to day in your life, well I don't.
This thing was meant to write feelings whenever I thought bout hum ...or socha tha kbhi unhe bataungi...but things turned ...and I don't want him to know bout anything I wrote addressing him.
Listen idk if I'll love you so or not ..but I'll value you alot , hey Mr mystery lemme tell you one thing .. ig imma love you more than anything,more than anything..shyd ho skta he ..dheere dheere mere tef se vo cheezein wither hone lge..but cope with me ...cheezein vo sahi ho jayenge.. I'll respect you... I'll cherish you ...inwant you tonhe happy..I want to love you alot ..bahut pyaar ki kami ho rhi he..shyd ...xam ko 2 mahine bache he ..or me ye sb feel kr rhi hu ...dekh rhe ho tum apni prioritymai tumko kbhi kbhi tum krke pukara krungi ..kbhi kbhi pyaar se aap bhi keh dungi ...tum bhibthoda sa sharma lena ...
Kbhi tum meri taarif kr dena ...meri bejaan shakal me thodi khushi rupi khubsoorati bhar Dena ..mujhe tumse zyada umeedein nhi rhengi ..or meri sari duniya tum hoge ...tumhare aaspas mere aspas mujhe kuch nzr nhi Ane wala ...Kewal tum
Pta he ...me bas tumhe pyaar krna chahti hu dher sara..or bdle me kuch nhi chahti hu ...
Par kbhi kbhi jb me khud ki galtiyo se pareshan ho jau ..or bacchon ki teh aasu rpka du ..tum mujhe apni baahon me bhar lena ..or puchkaar kar mujhe bhi apni baahon me rone dena ...thoda tum bhi udaas ho jana mujhe accha lgega..me logo ke hi comfort dhundhne lgi thi ..par ab nhi ...ubar chuki hu me us bimaari se ...or ek baat kahu ...jab hum mil jayenge tb tum hi mera ghr ho'oge me pyaar se tumhe "Tum" kahaa krungi ..or doston dwara tumhare zikr pr shrm se laal ho jaungi...or tum mujhe dekh muskura dena ...tumhari muskaan mujhe bahut acchi lgegi ...bahut pyaari ..me bas tumhe hi dekhna chahungi ..pura din ..Puri raat ..buna kuch kiye ...bas tumhare pas tumhe tukur tukur takte huye ...
Accha suno ..agar hmari gube match na ho ...to tumne mujhe apne taur tarike sikhaa dena...me tumhe apni kuch aadato bka tarruf krwa dungi ...par tumne kbhi mujhe jhtkaarna mat , kabhi mujhe ghum n krna ..me naazuk hu andr se ..mujhe nahi raas ata ye sab ..jab tumhe accha na lga kre..mujhe bta dena ...or agr tb tum ekant me bethna chaho ..to mujhe shuruaat me 1-2 baar bta dena ..phir me khud hu smjh Jaya krungi ..accha suno mere bhi mood swings hote he ..shyd tumhe mujhse zyada adjust krena pade..par suno ..me khud ko sambhalne ki koshish Kiya krungi ..tum bhi mujhe thoda vkt de diya krna .. mujhe ignore mat krna please,lemme know if something is there, let's keep our relationship transparent..
Suno kuch he is seene me jo tumhare zikr par ..dheere dheere dhadkta he ...apni raftaar ko kaafi dheere kr leta he ...or vo un palon me dub jana chahta he ...raat me tum mere seene se lg kr soya krna ..mujhe accha lgega ..
Me tumhare samne koi dhung nhi Krna chahti ...me bas mai bnkr rhena chahti hu ..masoom or pyaari ..tumhare apni..or tum or apna 7 unko ka haq Jatana chahti hu ..mujhe tumse koi umeed nhi ..mujhe pta ..mujhe tumse us samay pyaar kyo hoga ..pr tum mujhe zyada apn dulaar mere prati dikha diya krna ..mujhe accha lgegasuno din me 10bar ily sunne ki aadat daal lena ..bdle me tumne sirf sir hilaa kr muskuraa dena ..or jab din dhal jaye ..me or tum kaam se lote..mujhe apni baahon me bhar liya krna...or kaam me fusfusana...I love you too..mujhe accha lgega ...phir hum apni kuch pareshaniyo ka zikr kr liya krenge ...
Zyada ummedein nhi he tumse ..bas kewal mujhe bacchon ki teh apni baahon me smy smy pr bhr lena ...jab merri chnchlta kam hone lge..kbhi mere halchal puch lena ...
Me tumhare baalon se khela krungi , tumhari kaafi taarifein Kiya krungi or I miss you kr snap har 2 ghnte me daal diya krungi ..tumne un pr koi reply mat krna ..mujhe accha nhi lgega phir mujhe manana ..
Me tumhe tumse zyada pyaar krungi ...mujhe accha lgega
YOU ARE READING
by the ocean I sit
Short StoryI wrote him a last letter on his birthday wishing goodness and telling him bout my feelings and everything. I told him I'll write stories , under this pen name and here I am ! idk if he ever gets to read my work. here , in this write-up.. I've put...
