Deadly Nightmare (BoyxBoy)

Waking up

When I opened my eyes I found myself laying on my bed staring up at the celling where a Of Mice & Men poster greeted me. I stared up at Austin Carlile and sighed loudly, at that moment I had become aware of a sharp stinging pain in my wrist, looking over to my wrist I sighed once more. I had somehow cut myself again without realizing it. I slowly sat up watching the blood run down my wrist and stain the sheets of my bed making me whine softly. How had this happened?

I climbed out of my bed and started towards my door where I heard my parents yelling back and forth at one another. Again. I closed my eyes hitting my fist against the door tears welling up in my eyes, as soon as my eyes came open tears spilled over and ran down my light pink cheeks. Why would they be fighting again? I shook my head and started punching the door over and over again. I stopped when I couldn't hear the yelling anymore, maybe they had heard me? Had they heard me? I slowly opened the door and peeked out to see my mothers worried face looking back at me. "Sweetie?" Came her soft voice.

"Y-Yes mom?" I asked softly but she didn't answer. I looked down at my feet keeping the door half open so she wouldn't see the cuts. She had no idea what I did and I wasn't about to let her find out. I bit down on my snakebite pierced lip then she spoke again.

"Shane we're sorry, you shouldn't have heard that"

I shrugged slightly looking back at her and smiled softly which in turn made her smile. "Hey i'm gonna shower up" I said to her. She nodded and I shut the door.

When my mothers foot steps faded away I ran to my bathroom and started scrubbing the blood off my wrist then wrapped a bandage around it. I sighed and went to the closet taking out a long sleeve shirt, throwing it on. I then walked out of my room to go downstairs for dinner. Just in time, my mom was setting the table with our plates of food. I sat down at the table and picked up my fork the smell of steak and mashed potatoes filling my nose making me smile, my mouth began to water as I picked up a fork full of mashed potatoes. Stuffing it into my mouth I almost let out a loud groan but if I did that my parents would stare at me weird like there was something wrong with me but I didn't care, my moms cooking was amazing. I put a piece of steak on my fork along with more mashed potatoes and stuffed it into my mouth, drool was literally running down my chin.

After a wonderful dinner I made my way back to my room smiling, my stomach was full and I felt good. I fell back on my bed the picture frame of me and my bestfriend falling over, picking it up I smiled and lightly ran my fingers over the picture then set it down on my dresser. "I would say when will you be back..but your dead..and I know you'd say 'Shane, shut up and take it like a man'" I laughed lightly turning over and sighed softly. "I miss you Matt"