Chris POV
Me and August just got in our first argument he told me that he hates his life and wish he would drop dead and I told him not to say that I got very emotional about it
August POV
I hate my life so fucking much I didn't mean to make Chris cry
August: babe
He heard Chris crying he felt so bad that he said that to Chris
Chris: leave me alone
August: Chris please open the door let's talk please
Chris opened the door and he had tears coming down his face
Chris: what do you want
August: babe I'm sorry I didn't mean to say any of that
Chris: then why did you
August: cause Chris that's how I been feeling .....I'm sorry Chris
Chris didn't say nothing a moment then he said something
Chris: it's ok but you can't say stuff like that what if it happens for real
August: I know Chris it was just a saying.....do you forgive me
Chris: yes.....just don't say that again
August: I won't now give me a hug
Chris gave him aspirin and hug and they were good
August: we have a video to finish so wash your face see you out there
Chris: ok
So august left Chris came to wash his face and came to finish the video
After they finished Chris stared into mirror for a moment when august came up behind him
August: you ok
Chris: yes I'm ok
August: babe you can tell me if your not ok
Chris: I'm fine babe just thinking
August: ok(knew Chris was going to tell him)
Chris: august .....that really hurt me when you said
August: babe I said I was sorry I didn't think it would affect you
Chris: affect me of course it affect me august...
August: Chris don't make this a big deal
Chris: a big deal hearing my boyfriend telling me he wish he was dead is a hurtful thing august do you have any idea how that feels
So it turned into another argument between them
August: you wanna know why I said Chris caus so never in my life had anyone that cared for me as much as you did I was proving a point .....nobody fucking cared for me but you so you have no idea how that fucking hurts when people are against you
Chris was in shock august cracked when he said that and Chris felt bad
Chris: babe......I didn't know
August: you know what forget it
Chris: babe wait
August: no Chris fuck this shit I'm done
Chris: baby please come back I'm sorry I didn't know you felt that way
August: yes now you know
Chris tried to get august to stay but he stormed out the building august sped off in his car crying his eyes out
Chris was blowing up his phone and leaving him messages begging august to answer the phone
Chris: baby please answer me
Chris: August look I'm sorry I didn't know you were going through that
Chris: Babe please pick up.....
Chris: baby please .....August say something to me .....baby please don't do anything stupid
Chris: BABE PLEASE TEXT ME BACK I'M GETTING WORRIED
The messages kept coming august didn't care at this point
Chris drove to august house and didn't care about the speed limit
Chris: August.....Baby(he searched the house) baby come on where are you
He searched august house and couldn't find him nowhere he was nowhere to be found at his home ....so Chris came back to the car to see if he can track august
August had dried up tears on his face he was by this bridge that was a 100 feet high nothing but water but it was in the middle of nowhere
Chris drove as fast as he could until he saw a figure about to jump the bridge ....but when he looked over he realized it was august so he stopped the car and ran out
Chris: AUGUST DON'T....PLEASE DON'T JUMP
He did jump off but Chris caught him he wanted Chris to let go
Chris: august please don't do this(crying heavily)
August: let me go
Chris: no I'm not letting you do this
August: babe please let me go
Chris: baby please listen to me don't do this ok I'm sorry I didn't know you felt that way ....please don't do this
August stared at Chris for a moment Chris truly cared
August: Fine
Chris helped him up and cried his eyes out he was so terrified of this
August: leave me alone
Chris: babe please don't be mad at me I'm sorry ....i didn't know you felt that way
August: yes I did now you know
Chris: babe come on please don't have a attitude with me
August: Chris .....just leave me alone please ....i need to be alone
Chris: babe
August: please Chris
Chris: ok(hurt)
A few days later
August POV
I came to see Chris I felt better I just needed time to myself
Chris POV
I was sad haven't heard from august in a few days when suddenly it was a knock on the door
Chris: what are you doing here
August: to see you
Chris: ok ....how are you feeling
August: I feel fine .....I just needed time to myself but I'm fine now
Chris: ok that's good
August: let's go out babe
Chris: ok
So they came out and it felt just like the first time they went out it was nothing but laughter and joy
Chris missed this so much and he was so happy to see august back in a good headspace again
August: Chris
Chris: yes
August: I love you and thank you for stopping me from jumping off the bridge
Chris: I love you too and your welcome babe I care about you I wouldn't forgive myself I did let you do it
August: I know but let's make this night worth it
Chris: ok
So that's what they did made the night perfect and it was wonderful
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Will You Be Mine
FanfictionAugust wanted chris to be with his boyfriend the months they have been getting to know each other Chris was freshly out of a relationship for three months and his feelings towards august grew August gave Chris that good loving and satisfaction he w...
