I Hate My Life

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Chris POV

Me and August just got in our first argument he told me that he hates his life and wish he would drop dead and I told him not to say that I got very emotional about it

August POV

I hate my life so fucking much I didn't mean to make Chris cry

August: babe

He heard Chris crying he felt so bad that he said that to Chris

Chris: leave me alone

August: Chris please open the door let's talk please

Chris opened the door and he had tears coming down his face

Chris: what do you want

August: babe I'm sorry I didn't mean to say any of that

Chris: then why did you

August: cause Chris that's how I been feeling .....I'm sorry Chris

Chris didn't say nothing a moment then he said something

Chris: it's ok but you can't say stuff like that what if it happens for real

August: I know Chris it was just a saying.....do you forgive me

Chris: yes.....just don't say that again

August: I won't now give me a hug

Chris gave him aspirin and hug and they were good

August: we have a video to finish so wash your face see you out there

Chris: ok

So august left Chris came to wash his face and came to finish the video

After they finished Chris stared into mirror for a moment when august came up behind him

August: you ok

Chris: yes I'm ok

August: babe you can tell me if your not ok

Chris: I'm fine babe just thinking

August: ok(knew Chris was going to tell him)

Chris: august .....that really hurt me when you said

August: babe I said I was sorry I didn't think it would affect you

Chris: affect me of course it affect me august...

August: Chris don't make this a big deal

Chris: a big deal hearing my boyfriend telling me he wish he was dead is a hurtful thing august do you have any idea how that feels

So it turned into another argument between them

August: you wanna know why I said Chris caus so never in my life had anyone that cared for me as much as you did I was proving a point .....nobody fucking cared for me but you so you have no idea how that fucking hurts when people are against you

Chris was in shock august cracked when he said that and Chris felt bad

Chris: babe......I didn't know

August: you know what forget it

Chris: babe wait

August: no Chris fuck this shit I'm done

Chris: baby please come back I'm sorry I didn't know you felt that way

August: yes now you know

Chris tried to get august to stay but he stormed out the building august sped off in his car crying his eyes out

Chris was blowing up his phone and leaving him messages begging august to answer the phone

Chris: baby please answer me

Chris: August look I'm sorry I didn't know you were going through that

Chris: Babe please pick up.....

Chris: baby please .....August say something to me .....baby please don't do anything stupid

Chris: BABE PLEASE TEXT ME BACK I'M GETTING WORRIED

The messages kept coming august didn't care at this point

Chris drove to august house and didn't care about the speed limit

Chris: August.....Baby(he searched the house) baby come on where are you

He searched august house and couldn't find him nowhere he was nowhere to be found at his home ....so Chris came back to the car to see if he can track august

August had dried up tears on his face he was by this bridge that was a 100 feet high nothing but water but it was in the middle of nowhere

Chris drove as fast as he could until he saw a figure about to jump the bridge ....but when he looked over he realized it was august so he stopped the car and ran out

Chris: AUGUST DON'T....PLEASE DON'T JUMP

He did jump off but Chris caught him he wanted Chris to let go

Chris: august please don't do this(crying heavily)

August: let me go

Chris: no I'm not letting you do this

August: babe please let me go

Chris: baby please listen to me don't do this ok I'm sorry I didn't know you felt that way ....please don't do this

August stared at Chris for a moment Chris truly cared

August: Fine

Chris helped him up and cried his eyes out he was so terrified of this

August: leave me alone

Chris: babe please don't be mad at me I'm sorry ....i didn't know you felt that way

August: yes I did now you know

Chris: babe come on please don't have a attitude with me

August: Chris .....just leave me alone please ....i need to be alone

Chris: babe

August: please Chris

Chris: ok(hurt)

A few days later

August POV

I came to see Chris I felt better I just needed time to myself

Chris POV

I was sad haven't heard from august in a few days when suddenly it was a knock on the door

Chris: what are you doing here

August: to see you

Chris: ok ....how are you feeling

August: I feel fine .....I just needed time to myself but I'm fine now

Chris: ok that's good

August: let's go out babe

Chris: ok

So they came out and it felt just like the first time they went out it was nothing but laughter and joy

Chris missed this so much and he was so happy to see august back in a good headspace again

August: Chris

Chris: yes

August: I love you and thank you for stopping me from jumping off the bridge

Chris: I love you too and your welcome babe I care about you I wouldn't forgive myself I did let you do it

August: I know but let's make this night worth it

Chris: ok

So that's what they did made the night perfect and it was wonderful

Next chapter is coming

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