TW,
SH(self harm)
ALSO NOT PROOF READ
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As sunoo got out of bed he walked over to his bathroom turning on the light, closing and locking the door.
The boy looked for a small box that had his name on it, he scrambled through things until he found it.. hesitantly opening it, in it was a small blade..
'Do I want to do this...' he asked himself.. 'of course I do I'm a horrible person I deserve it... I shouldn't even be alive'
The boy sighed tears running down his face as the cold blade contacted his skin, he'd cut, and cut till he felt satisfied with himself
'The deeper you go the faster you'll di-'
"SHUT UP!" Sunoo choked out before hearing a knock on his window, out of fear the boy stayed in the bathroom
"Sunoo.." he heard a voice whisper,yet he still stayed in the bathroom not opening the door
"Yah Kim sunoo open the damn window" the boy heard 'sunghoon' he thought getting up cleaning his cuts off before putting the blade back
He opened the bathroom door taking a look at the dark haired boy in his window, sunoo smiled slightly but why'd he have to come now out of all the time?
Sunoo made his way out the bathroom, quickly walking over to the window letting sunghoon in
"Shit sun, what took yo-" he stoped mid sentence "were you crying?" He asked the boy taking a good look at the tears on his face
Sunoo denied shaking his head, he knew he couldn't get away with that lie 'shit, I'm a horrible' he thought thinking of the call with Ni-ki... that made him shiver
"No no I'm okay,just a little sad I guess" sunoo replied looking down for a quick second
"What happened if you don't mind me asking?" Sunghoon asked as he closed sunoos window sitting on his bed as well
"Me and Ni-ki just had a small fight..." sunoo softly said as if he was afraid of someone hearing him
Sunghoon thought for a second before coming to realization "OH JAPANESE BOY"
Sunoo rolled his eyes nodding he knew sunghoon was about to say something like 'I told you come to me' or 'I'm always here for you' but he didn't want to hear it
Sunghoon was about to open his mouth but stoped as he thought about something, he sighed looking over at sunoo putting a hand on his thigh
"Sunoo are you really happy with him?" Sunghoon asked the boy, his tone firm but yet still somewhat calming
Sunoo nodded almost immediately after he was asked that question "of course I am" he defended looking down
Sunghoon then grabbed his chin making the younger look at him "before I do something... are you sure?"
He asked the boy
Sunoo thought for a second 'what was he planning to do..what was really going on, am I happy with Ni-ki?' All these thoughts made sunoo shake his head without thinking
Sunghoons hand, which was rested on sunoos thigh, slide up a tiny bit, the elder slightly pulled the youngers chin closer to his face, his had traveled up farther.
Their eyes met, 'damn' sunghoon thought. He knew the boy was pretty but seeing him this close was some magical, something that felt like a rare sighting. The boy struggled to keep his eyes off of sunoos lips but failed big time
The youngers plump lips were so perfect, he couldn't take just staring anymore. He wanted to feel them,taste it all.
Sunghoon smashed his lips onto sunoos, he thought the younger wouldn't kiss back but apparently... he thought wrong.
