Chloe's POV
go die
your ugly
worthless
bitch
slut
whore
hoe
stop being so slutty ew
your dumb
how do you have a boyfriend
disgusting
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I woke up with tears flowing down my face. I grab my phone and see that it's only 2 am. I drift back to sleep having the same dream. my phone finally wakes me up with my familar ringtone of casual affair by panic at the disco.
"a casual affair
it could go anywhere
but only tonight
take any moment any
time
a lover on the left
a sinner on the right"
I shut off the alarm and go to get ready I first go on my phone and play fall out boys American beauty/ American psycho playlist. I go to my closet and put on some jean high wasted ripped shorts and my grey plain cropped t- shirt. I go do my usual makeup concealer, bb cream, face setting spray, liquid eyeliner, pencil eyeliner in my water and tight lines, and some coats of mascara. after that I go into my bathroom and brush my teeth and straighten my hair. I go down stairs checking myself in every mirror on the way. I notice my mom isn't home again typical. I eat something small because I'm watching my weight and then I hear a knock on my door and people walk in I see Safire Rachel and Blake.
"you took too long so we let ourselves in" Rachel says sitting down next to me.
"not to be rude but why are you guys here?" I say
"uh babe could you give us a ride to school" Blake says (CREDS TO serenasantiagoo FOR ORIGINALLY PUTTING THAT IN HER STORY YOU SHOULD GO READ IT OKAY"
"fineee, but we're leaving now because I wanna go to Starbucks" I said
we all go to my charcoal Honda Civic Blake sitting in the front next to me. I stop at Starbucks. I get a tall Carmel ribbon crunch frap and Safire and Rachel get mocha fraps.
"heyyyy chloeeeeee" I hear Blake
"no you can not have any of my Starbucks. MINE BACK OFF BOY" I say
Blake starts laughing once we get to school we all had first period together. history. we all sat in the back and we all got good grades but we always got in trouble. after that the day went by faster Blake, Rachel, joe and Safire are in all my classes with Aubree being in some. then came lunch. the squad sits at our table and then we just talk about random shit. after that I take myself Blake, Rachel and Safire home. I lay down and start thinking about my life. I was ugly, I only have a few friends, my mom doesn't love me, I hate my self. my life sucks. I start to get something I've never gotten before. anxiety attack. I start crying and breathing heavy and wheezing. this went on for the rest of the night until I drifted to sleep and got a familiar dream.
songs of the chapter-
jet pack blues by- fall out boy
novocaine by: fall out boy
twin skeletons (hotel in NYC) by: fall out boy
casual affair : P!ATD
Fourth of July by: fall out boy
uma Thurman by: fall out boy
irresistible by: fall out boy
the kids aren't alright by: fall out boy
peace✌🏻️
JE LEEST
Insecure
Teen FictionA girl named Chloe has relized everything far from perfect about her when she was talking with her friend Safire
