Fractured Promises

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Jungkook (nod his head while crying): but l-listen to me-(trying to hold Taehyung hand but Taehyung immediately took it off)
Taehyung: how (look at him with pain look) how could you when you know that i can't-

(then knocking sound can be hear from door both look at door with horror)

Lia was knocking the door

Lia: Tae, i brought some food for you (she said while coming from door Jungkook immediately went towards curtain and hide behind it while Taehyung was sweating badly then lia ask
Lia: what happen tae? why are you sweating (trying to wipe his sweat but Taehyung immediately back away)
Taehyung: Lia c-can you p-please leave me a-alone f-for some t-time
Lia: But-
Taehyung: please lia( he look at lia with begging look his eyes hold so much vulnerable )
Lia: Tae, i will only go when you eat food with me i also didn't eat, eat with me pleaseee
Taehyung: o-ok(Taehyung look at curtain but Jungkook was already came down from pipe, he climb 15 floor with pipe to see Taehyung but he can't even get time to talk)

Jungkook sat at bench which was near garden of hospital he hold his hair

Jungkook: w-why i-i always stuck in this s-situation (cry) god help me please i don't know what to do (cry) i never wanted something happen like this i can't even go back to him i a-am t-(hiccup)tired while alone g-giving effort on this relation (cry) but at same time i don't want to hurt my b-bear it hurt my heart badly seeing him crying i feel some one snatching my heart away when ever(choke on his own tear he take long breath he message parents he will come home late he keep hand at chest calm him down then he feel someone presence beside him)

Jimin: jungkook (jungkook look at him with red eyes) you know Taehyung parents always ignore him for work always force him to study they even don't care what Tae wants you know i also notice changes in end of high school he have become more open and happy he don't know what to do on his own he always listen his parent he don't think of himself jungkook please give him one chance
Jungkook: but Jimin-
Jimin: i know you are tired but he is just learning to live on his own with you and i know he should tell this all but you know he is scared when he will talk to you he thinks you become more angry, please Jungkook help my bestie from this all

Jungkook got up wipe his tear look at Jimin
Jungkook: Jimin thank you so much for your talk now i know what to do

He ran inside hospital he smile
Jungkook: i was never tired and i will never be tired on trying on you i can do it untill my last breath i was just angry on you bear sorry for being crackhead i was not with you when you need me

Jungkook reach at Taehyung room
He open the door slowly Lia was already gone Tae was looking at window where Jungkook have come earlier Jungkook brought food he slowly put food on stand he slowly wrap his hand at Tae torso from behind Taehyung got startled
Jungkook: its me my bear(wisper in ear Taehyung look at him)
Taehyung: how??
Jungkook: its magic don't you want me
Taehyung: no you will only get hurt with me (look at him with teary eyes Jungkook hug him) i am sorry koo(cry harder on Jungkook shoulder Jungkook also cry with him letting all the emotion go after some time they got silent Taehyung look at him with red eyes Jungkook also with so much emotion)

Taehyung: so (composing himself) so you are l-leaving m-me(said in cracked voice)
Jungkook(cupped his face): bear look at do you think your koo can leave without you
Taehyung: i also think like that but ( his lips wobble) koo please d-don't l-leave me i c-can't without you i will try to be b-best boyfriend for you please koo (said while crying Jungkook climb on bed sit on his lap)
Jungkook: you are always best boyfriend in the whole world you know ( Jungkook wipe his tear )oh sorry (said while coming down from lap but Taehyung hold his waist)
Taehyung: koo stay like this
Jungkook: but you will get hurt(said worriedly)
Taehyung: i got hit on head only please sit like this, i don't get hurt i feel comfortable
Jungkook: oh then let me make you more comfortable (he layed on bed open his arm Tae keep his head on jungkook chest listening his heart beat)

Taehyung: Koo(Jungkook hmm in response) you know in this days when you didn't talk to me you always ignore i felt clenched in my heart i have habit sleeping while talking with you but you know sleep barely comes everything literally everything was suffocating i was dying from inside at that time my dad force me to do modeling with Lia you know i want comfort whenever i hear comfort it remind me of you you are my comfort you are my home you are happy pill you are my everything Koo d-don't leave me i know i am dumb but please i can't without you(he was sobbing)

Jungkook was crying cursing himself for hurting pure soul like Taehyung he realize it wasn't Taehyung who make fracture promises it was himself who made his promise fractured by not completing the promise staying by Taehyung side whenever he need him

Taehyung look at Jungkook who was crying miserably listening his words

Thank you for reading i know its not good
I know i mess up everything
forgive for mistake