It won't be a goodbye forever."
That's what they said. And yet the haven't come back. It's been months. A year almost! Was this whole relationship a whole thing to just waste my time? Something to toy with my emotions? Cus it's fucking working Gemini! I threw the mini gift box they had gave me at the wall as tears of confusion and anger filled my eyes. I let out a hic, leaning on a wall before sliding down it. Hiding my face in my knees, curling into a ball, i let out a small sob. 'Why did you have to leave, Gemy?' I gave a sniffle, tears streaming down my faceplate, some of the tears seeping into a small crack in the metal. Though I ignored it, I refused to get that crack fixed no matter how bad it got.
After a few minuetes of me crying, and or, mopeing, as Eclipse would call it, I attempted to pull myself onto my feet. I sighed. Silently I scanned the kitchen of my place and walked over to one of the drawer. I opened it, staring at a few of the knifes in place. I ran one of my fingers against the metal surface of one. My blue-star pupils narrowing at it. Unconsciously, I picked the knife up into my right hand. My thoughts began to seemingly become gambled up. I walked silently to my bedroom, sliding the curtains closed and locking the door. Pulling up my sleeves away from my wrists. Placing the blade side of the knife down on my wrist i mumbled something i couldn't hear myself. Thoughts seemingly gone, and a ringing inside my head, I swiftly slit the blade across my wrist. Bits of blood had been drawn from the slit. I stared at the blood running down the side of my hand i made a few more cuts.
After what felt like an entirety I threw the bloodied-knife to the ground. Blood along my wrists and arms. Eyes dull, seemingly with no emotion i made my way to the bathroom. Opening the cabinet above my sink i pulled out a, well, I belive you can guess. I placed the item down next to me and began searching through the cabinet again. 'Where is it..' I sighed. Of course there was none left. Why would Solar leave any here after finding the last one?
'Stupid..' I mumbled and sighed. Mind fuzzy, I stared before getting a idea. I grabbed the object i set to the side and scanned it a bit. 'I knew i kept one with this incase!' I stared at the object a bit before placing it to my head. Hands shaking as I fiddled with the trigger. Breathing turning ragged. A faint voice twisting and turning in his head.
'They won't return, Lunar... We both know it. They left you for dead..' Tears began to spill out from my eyes. I lowered the object away from my head. They couldn't have really left me, could they? I set the gun down to the side, hands shaking even more.
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