Small vent
I'm planning on breaking up with my bf after my birthday because being with him is so draining and soul crushing but his mom loves me and is planning me a birthday party so I'm waiting until after my birthday to end things with him but now he's starting to like X-men and his favorite character is one of my favorites and now I can't look at him the same and it feels like he ruined the character for me and I feel like I'm going to burst into tears every time I see the character because he reminds me of him and I hate this I hate everything I just want to feel normal for one fucking day but I can't