A/N: This is something that has semi happened to me so this is a bit touchy for me as well but there are people who have gone through this so much worse so please be very respectful of others. Thank tou
TW: Child Neglect
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All my life...all I wanted was something that wasn't just a "Yeah yeah... we'll help you" and then never having it
I became a second parent to my siblings, helping them and comforting them while my parents argued and left us alone.
My father was never a very emotionally available person, I don't even know why he had us. I think he believes us to be mistakes made him miss opportunities, he was on track to be one of the worlds smartest engineers and now hes stuck in a office job he hates.. and he forces himself to work day and night, my siblings barely know him.
My mother wasn't much better, she was kind yes but working as a nurse takes a toll on people. She was irritable and knew where to hurt you, I remember nights of her staring at us...wishing we never existed.
I just want my parents to love me and my siblings but nothing is changing so for now I am stuck caring for my siblings, going to school and working a job... I don't know if I can take this much longer
