You Won't Be Alone In The End || Cameron Liddell

Chapter Four

Cameron's POV

I walked on the tour bus texting Makienza, so I probably had a big smile on my face. I had only just net her, but I was already easily intrigued and charmed.

"Who is she?" Danny said smirking and everybody else started going "oooh" and trying to peek at my phone which I was yanking away in every direction.

"Hey, its just a girl in this band that I met today."

"Oh, what does she play?" Danny asked.

"Lead guitar."

"Are they any good? Their band, I mean?" James asked.

"I don't know, haven't heard them play," I admitted, sitting down and resuming texting Makienza.

"Damn, someone's obsessed." I hear Ben chuckle.

"Whatever," I laughed, "She just seems really cool, alright? Her name's Makienza, and her bands called When the Truth Lies." They nodded their heads in approval and I felt my phone vibrate.

The message read, 'So, we should meet up, and play for each other soon. Up for it? :)'

I texted back, 'Sounds like a plan! x'

I then looked up from my phone, "Hey, we're meeting up with her band in a bit, so we can play for each other. Get yourselves ready."

***

They began to put up their instruments away and Makienza walked my way once she put her guitar in its case.

"Wow, you guys are really good." I said, smiling at her.

"So are you." She said, returning a shy smile.

"So, uhm, I was thinking, maybe you guys could open up for us, if you'd like? The guys already agreed, too." I suggested carefully. She looked up from the ground and her eyes lit up.

"Seriously? That'd be amazing... We'd love to." This wicked smile jut spread all over her face.

"Okay, that's great. So do you wanna hang out in the meantime?"

"Sure, you could come over to our tour bus and meet the rest of the band if you want."

"Sounds cool. You could come over to ours as well."

"Well, who's it gonna be?" She laughed a little, but before I could open my mouth to answer, Derek, the same guy from earlier, came over.

"Hey, you guys killed it." He said slinging an arm around Makienza, "Are we leaving or what?"

"Thanks, and actually Makienza just invited us over, so I guess we can leave now."

"Yes, I did." She said, her smile bright enough to light up the whole town.

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A/N: Okay, I know its short, and its been a while since I last updated. But, I've lost my touch with writing not only for this story, but the Ben Bruce fic too. And the reason behind that was that it feels like more of a chore then anything writing these stories, because I feel like I'm no longer writing it for myself, which in a way, as a writer, you have to write for yourself, not for other people, or you won't want to write the story - you basically lose hope in it. And that's what has happened, I feel like its a chore, and I don't wanna do it, and the thing is, its hard to write when you feel pressed into it. And a lot of thing have been going on in my life lately, and if any of you read my fix on my personal that I just started, you might be wondering, why is it that she can update that story but not this one? And that's because with that story I don't feel pressured to write it.

But that's not the only reason behind my absence, the other is that I'm trying to improve my writing, and the only way that I could seem to do that was taking time off on here, going my own way. And its helped a lot, although, it steal feels like a chore to write the stories on this account, but its not as bad as I was before. Before I absolutely hated these stories because I felt so pressured to write it, and I was quickly losing my faith and inspiration for it. This has happened before, and it was with our PTV story that we wrote, and if you read it, or have read it, then you can see that before the last chapter, there was still more to the story, and not only did I developed a hate for it, but so did Riot and Whisper, and we don't want that to happen to this story and the Ben Bruce I as well.

So this in a way explains our absence, and I hope it helped explain why we've been gone.

And I am so so sorry, for the inconvenience.

- Shadow.