Every individual has their own battle they're facing. My battle? It's already a win for me everyday when I wake up, eat, walk, talk, laugh and breathe. It's a win for me when I don't do suicide every single day I'm thinking of all my traumas and anxiety. For others it's their profession and work they are battling up. But for me it's a reminder 'No to suicide policy.' Everyday I'm thinking what if my mom and aunt leave me. My father is already gone. My love well, I'm just gonna think his in a vacation far away. Still I feel everybody is leaving me. I'm alone. What to do? Always in a survival mood. Finding solutions for everything. Okay I get it, abandonment issues. And it's so hard dealing with this feeling everyday. Giving myself always an assurance. Self talk that everything will be okay. But the truth is I'm just holding a thin string so as not to give in. Not to surrender and just LIVE.
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Claire's Tale
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